I am kinda sad. I will get over it. I usually do. Just......oooooo. DAMN FUCK FUCK FUCK FUCK FUCK FUCK FUCK FUCK FUCK FUCK FUCK FUCK FUCK - okay - that is where I started to mess up typing it. He wasn't really THAT hot but I really liked him. But I was wanting to end it anyway since I did like him so much. The first guy I ever had an inkling of feelings for.
I kinda want to go into detail but not really. So I won't
. I am going out tonight. I will see him Tuesday night I am sure. If he calls I don't know whether or not I want to talk to him. Depends on the mood I am in. DAMN - I hate it when feelings get involved because then I don't know what to do. When i don't feel anything I know excatly what to do and how to handle things. But now I don't.
My feelings are hurt. Not too bad but more than I am comfortable with. Oh well - his loss. I know I didn't do anything - he is just weird - something happened this weekend.
FUCK ME, RIGHT IN THE EAR.
I kinda want to go into detail but not really. So I won't
. I am going out tonight. I will see him Tuesday night I am sure. If he calls I don't know whether or not I want to talk to him. Depends on the mood I am in. DAMN - I hate it when feelings get involved because then I don't know what to do. When i don't feel anything I know excatly what to do and how to handle things. But now I don't.
My feelings are hurt. Not too bad but more than I am comfortable with. Oh well - his loss. I know I didn't do anything - he is just weird - something happened this weekend.
FUCK ME, RIGHT IN THE EAR.
becoming_dust:
I'm sorry, but your right... it's his loss!
