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Tuesday Apr 05, 2005

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Well then. Apparently Lindsey has a boyfriend. And we can all guess who that is - who kids???? That's right , the one, the only, Selfish Asshole!!!!!! Excellent job today. You all get extra recess time.

She is telling her friends that he is her boyfriend. And he has told her that they are just fucking but in typical girl fashion she has hoped it to be more. I soooooo love being right. biggrin Also heard he is seeing Kristen again. It's amazing what people tell you when you are in Wal-mart. Also, some of my friends know her. I heard he is okay. Immersing himself in work.

I haven;t talked about it much but I have so much resentment inside. I am trying to work trough it but it is translating into anger which I am taking out on pretty much any guy that talks to me. I view guys differently now. I don't get those little flutters in my stomach anymore. I really have been so mean to guys lately. Anyone with a penis.

I don't want him back. EVER. Death, taxes and NEVER being with him again. He so thoroughly disgusts me that I don't even want to be in the same room. I am selling the ferrets today - hopefully. Trying to cut ties I suppose. I am just going to get a cat. They serve as a constant reminder and I don't spend enough time with them.

As empty as I feel - I miss being in love. I miss that feeling of having someone love you back. I miss going to bed with someone and waking up with them there. Not just anyone but someone that I want to be there. Ugh!!! Here it comes - me being a girl.

Oh I am getting off the meds. They make me meaner and I can't have an orgasm - so FUCK THAT!!! Calling my doc today.

Just thought that it was funny that she is telling folks he is her boyfriend. I tried to tell him but what do I know?

Apparently - everything biggrin Comes from being female. It's innate.
bones_708:
Everyone needs to vent, but it doesn't seem like your willing to let go. Come on you're involving yourself in his love life? Why? I do hope you feel better. Time and booze has always worked for me, eventualy. wink
Apr 5, 2005

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