whiteiris

Well, work was okay. I was in the bar so I should have been busy but I had small tables and people seem to think they can only wait there and not eat. Oh, well. Just another day.

Mom hurt her knee somehow and asked me to come get the boys tomorrow before I go to work since the doctor told her strict bedrest. So I think we just might come back here and hang out til Igo to work. I didn't get to see them this week since their dad got them. I miss them. They have been so good lately. Ashton has been pissy lately. I think since his dad gives in to whatever he want he thinks I am going to do the same. God, 6 year olds are so manipulative. Worse than women. He seems to blame me for a lot. That kinda bothers me but he will see one day what an asshole his dad is and what I have done for him. But until that day comes I am mean mommy. Oh well.

I am going to get all pretty and go up to the bar. I will even take a pic for you guys. Today was kind of a blah day. It's quiet here. Like the wuiet you get when you have been surrounded by noise for a while. It's nice. Also, creepy.

Well, another week has gone by. I realized I am going to be 26 in about 3 months. Do I really need another birthday? No not really. In my head I am still 17. I guess that is when I was happiest.

I really wish it would hurry and get sunny outside. We have had overcast weather for over a weke now. I need a pretty day so I can get some good lighting for my pics. I really am excited about being a Suicide Girl.

Like I said - kinda blah. Don't really have much to say. so there.