I finally got some pics. Cameron took some of me last night. It was a lot of fun. As you can see I am really a goof. People laugh at me all the time and I can't figure out why.
I got my hair done yesterday. I got a much needed trim and got the ends dyed. As you can see they are RED. It lookes like I dipped the ends in a paint bucket.
It is something different. I think I will keep it for a while. I did break down and buy one of thoe CHI flattening irons. I promise you it is worth the money. My hair is curly and fuzzy. This thing makes me look like I was born with straight hair.
I am going to post the rest of them later after my nap. We really did have a lot fo fun last night. It was awesome. We played othello and then "played othello". We started messing around with the camera and I got some really good pictures of him. I shall put these up as well. Now that I know how to do all this I am gonna be a camera fanatic. Part of the reason to put them here is my hard drive broke and I lost a lot of pictures on it. I might be able to get them back but it is taking a while. So...if I have them some place other than my computer then I won't worry about losing them.
I really do love him. I hope he likes what I got him for Valentines Day. I really did put some thought into it and some effort. Things haven't been great recently but I think that since we talked it will be better. Communication folks. like we didn't know that.
Also, now that I have an idea of what was making me so insane I can try to control it a little better. I told Cameron maybe I should just get back on birth control just to control my emotions. Hell, lithium does the same thing. Nah, I think if I give it a little more time I will be okay. Also, when you have a period and you see blood that kinda makes you know that your hormones are overactive and you can kinda deal. I don't bleed anymore so I kinda forget that I still have PMS.
Ugh, chick shit. Sometimes I dont wanna be a girl but other times it is great. Like when you get free drinks. Hey it's all in the boobs.
I am happy today. Let's see if we can keep this up.

It is something different. I think I will keep it for a while. I did break down and buy one of thoe CHI flattening irons. I promise you it is worth the money. My hair is curly and fuzzy. This thing makes me look like I was born with straight hair.
I am going to post the rest of them later after my nap. We really did have a lot fo fun last night. It was awesome. We played othello and then "played othello". We started messing around with the camera and I got some really good pictures of him. I shall put these up as well. Now that I know how to do all this I am gonna be a camera fanatic. Part of the reason to put them here is my hard drive broke and I lost a lot of pictures on it. I might be able to get them back but it is taking a while. So...if I have them some place other than my computer then I won't worry about losing them.
I really do love him. I hope he likes what I got him for Valentines Day. I really did put some thought into it and some effort. Things haven't been great recently but I think that since we talked it will be better. Communication folks. like we didn't know that.
Also, now that I have an idea of what was making me so insane I can try to control it a little better. I told Cameron maybe I should just get back on birth control just to control my emotions. Hell, lithium does the same thing. Nah, I think if I give it a little more time I will be okay. Also, when you have a period and you see blood that kinda makes you know that your hormones are overactive and you can kinda deal. I don't bleed anymore so I kinda forget that I still have PMS.
Ugh, chick shit. Sometimes I dont wanna be a girl but other times it is great. Like when you get free drinks. Hey it's all in the boobs.
I am happy today. Let's see if we can keep this up.
ok, i understand girl shit. except mine is NOT having boobs and ONLY having a period like once every 8 months. who knows. so hows things--oh i got a pic of my new tattoo! look in my folder. oh and im glad your happy