whiteiris

I have been so out of it for a while. I still hurt a little bit. I have a tendency to think I am okay and then I wear myself out. I am working on my paper now. I should get it done today. It is not really going to be 10 pages of text but with the title page and the works cited page it should be.

I have been spending a lot of time with my my boyfriend. He has started to get aggravated with me. I didn't spend last night with him. I kinda wanted to but was also glad I was home. He dropped my test off this morning but didn't wake me up.

Talked to Clint and he hasn't paid money but says he will on the 1st - which is today. So he probably won't. He also said he wasn't getting them this week. We go to court on the 17th. He will be in jail. And that fuck up of a caseworker of mine will be fired.

I am going to finish my paper - do my Bio test. I need to call my mom - I haven't heard from her since Monday. I am still kinda out of it. My legs are still shaky. I really just want to lay around with cameron and do nothing. But he doesn't really want me around now. That still hurts sometimes. He might lose his job. So when things start stressing him out he shuts down. And shuts me out. So I will leave him alone.

Time to start working again.