whiteiris

Still kinda dopey. There is nothing on TV. Grimace is supposed to come over and we watch a movie. Cameron said he is probably going to go home after work. He pulled a back muscle and can hardly walk. I had to tie his shoelaces.

I hurt. My sinuses are fucked up so I can't breathe all that well. I am kinda lonely. I think it is just the sitting here. I haven't really had an emotional response to all this.

I still can't beleive that I had major surgery. Really just want to curl up next to Cameron and be old married couple. I really love him. It was nice him being at hte hospital with me. I don't want to sit here alone all night but I know as soon as I go somewhere I am going to pull something.

Well, just gonna go lay down. Maybe read a bit.