whiteiris

People talk too much. And I being one of those people know. I am going to Ren fest this weekend. I am really excited. It's going to be fun. A nice break from reality.

I got a lot done with school today but still have a lot left. Most of my profs are letting me do take home so that is a relief.

I still feel like I am in a suspended state of reality. I want to believe that things are for real this time but I cannot get hurt again. But I guess that is the whole part of loving someone - you take those kinds of chances.

I tend to write these things as the thoughts come into my head and I know they don't make a whole lot of sense sometimes but guess what - don't care. It helps me vent and it's easier that writing in that damn journal. Typing is so much better.

I am hungry. Gonna go eat and then go be barfly. I will put a pic up soon. I think I am going to dig my new camera. It's purdy.

I really want to say something about the whole relationship drama but then I don't. So - according to the wise words of a woman in a Catholic hospital - If you ever have any ambivalent feelings about anything then don't do it.