WOW!!! That was one of the most erotic things to happen to me and I still had my clothes on. I wish I could ignore the sexual attraction between us but it is so hard. I know he can be exactly what I want in bed. I got a showing of that last night. Damn his being noble and shit. I am respecting his decision...
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This so fucking rocks!!! I might get to see my girl TheBurningRed. If I can get off work. The plane trip is only about $320. And I so need some time away. First time I have ever spent Spring Break in Florida.
I so hope everything can go through. I know we would have a most excellent time. Sun, Sand and lotsa hot guys...
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I so hope everything can go through. I know we would have a most excellent time. Sun, Sand and lotsa hot guys...
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bones_708:
Good luck. It sure sounds like if anyone deserves a vacation you do. 
theburningred:
....
I say this in a sing-song voice so please imagine
FUCK YOU.....FUCK YOU.....FUCK YOU.... la dee dah....FUCK YOU....FUCK YOU.....FUCK YOU..... dum do bee do dum dum.
Oh yesh- and fuck you too. Lying to yourself will only get you bitch slapped by reality later.
I like that phrase, bitch slap.
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FUCK YOU.....FUCK YOU.....FUCK YOU.... la dee dah....FUCK YOU....FUCK YOU.....FUCK YOU..... dum do bee do dum dum.
Oh yesh- and fuck you too. Lying to yourself will only get you bitch slapped by reality later.
I like that phrase, bitch slap.
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theburningred:
hey, back to class! lol jk 
you better come visit! i know of a million and 1 places we can get into trouble at! I sooo have to call you tonight, sorry i didn't last night...i still gotta tell you how my night went saturday!
no i didn't wear the shirt...i wore a skimpy backless halter top instead (which came in handy!) i had hella crazy fun!
by the way- i think i wrote that song! Let's sing it together!!!
you better come visit! i know of a million and 1 places we can get into trouble at! I sooo have to call you tonight, sorry i didn't last night...i still gotta tell you how my night went saturday!
no i didn't wear the shirt...i wore a skimpy backless halter top instead (which came in handy!)
i had hella crazy fun!
by the way- i think i wrote that song! Let's sing it together!!!
I go see my doctor today. That is going to be emotionally exhausting. Not really prepared to go through that. I have been going through it for the past few months and now I need help as I cannot function this way much longer. I am still in self-destruct phase. Kyle is going to be my roommate. I need the company. He has been glued...
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I am not mad at you. I am mad at myself for letting you. You don't use friends that way. Well, maybe you do - sometimes we all do. But I should have, could have stopped you. Now I hate myself and a part of me resents you for knowing that I am not in a position to really say no.
So - this incident...
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So - this incident...
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bones_708:
If we didn't fuck how would we know when we do good?
Just don't give up.
Just don't give up.
nerotica:
XOXOXO just some hugs n kisses to keep you company after that shower
I know this is going to make me sound like a total tramp but I really just want to get laid. I don't want to like the guy - I just want to be attracted to him. I don't want him to speak or hell even know my name - they just get attached later on.
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dopespike:
wow 
maladjusted:
Umm thats so damn hot 
but kind of funny ,I wind up scaring girls with that behavior..eff em though who wants a weak girl anyway.
but kind of funny ,I wind up scaring girls with that behavior..eff em though who wants a weak girl anyway.
I was watchig a movie and this is what I heard that rang true.
Love
Big Love
Great Love
Now the difference between the three is love you can get over in two weeks, big love 2 years and great love changes your life. And once great love turns you down a part of you inside dies.
Thought that logic was interesting.
Love
Big Love
Great Love
Now the difference between the three is love you can get over in two weeks, big love 2 years and great love changes your life. And once great love turns you down a part of you inside dies.
Thought that logic was interesting.
dopespike:
You watch too many movies
Does make sense though... I wonder how much of me is dead.
Oh what movie is this btw?
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Does make sense though... I wonder how much of me is dead.
Oh what movie is this btw?
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cellobas:
this world is to fast and unforgiving ....
for love and feelings
for love and feelings
You know how somedays you just don't feel like talking much. Today was one of those days. Well, my friend and I decided to just be friends - just with no sex - which sucks because it was great but i need a friend more than i need a fuck buddy. i am just so lonely. i mean - really. i have lost so much...
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dopespike:
I know how that is, I am very co-dependant. If it were not for my ex girlfriend amanda. I would of dropped out of high school. I need someone there as my source of motivation. If I get an A on an exam, no one cares so why bother. Well to me that's my logic. I havn't had anyone in 2 and a half years though. Probably because I let the wrong ones in and stay away from the right ones. I dunno.
I really hope you feel better soon. I know what your going though and it really does suck. I know you will pull though though. For one your a very attractive girl and two you seem very kind and obsessed with a Pixar CG .
I really hope you feel better soon. I know what your going though and it really does suck. I know you will pull though though. For one your a very attractive girl and two you seem very kind and obsessed with a Pixar CG
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beckyuill:
trials huh.
do you have a best friend? i mean a BEST friend. those are needed at times like this. i dont think there is anything anyone can say to make you feel better or change your life right now. but this will pass. thats one thing i can promise.
keep truckin girl. thats all anyone expects. xx
do you have a best friend? i mean a BEST friend. those are needed at times like this. i dont think there is anything anyone can say to make you feel better or change your life right now. but this will pass. thats one thing i can promise.
keep truckin girl. thats all anyone expects. xx
Well, that went quick. No more friend. fine by me. Gonna miss the sex. But he has another girl he is interested in. Not mad or upset or really any other emotion.
Just as numb as I was last week. Gonna go cook dinner and take a bath. I haven't had me time in a while. Need to do my lesson plans. I am so...
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Just as numb as I was last week. Gonna go cook dinner and take a bath. I haven't had me time in a while. Need to do my lesson plans. I am so...
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dopespike:
Awww, there are a million fish in the world literally.
Remember
Just keep swimming, just keep swimming, just keep swimming, swimming, swimming, just keep swimming.
I'll be behind you in the floats and the life perserver.
Remember
Just keep swimming, just keep swimming, just keep swimming, swimming, swimming, just keep swimming.
I'll be behind you in the floats and the life perserver.
nerotica:
Thank you for the flatery but you my sweet sound as though you need it much more...You are the true vixen...Very sweet...Hope your day brightens...
I am so not cool with promises broken to my children. That's really all I have to say. I have come to the realization that promises mean nothing and therefore those words should never pass the lips of another human being.
What the fuck ever. So - I kind of expected it. don't ask me why I did but I did. Oh well -
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What the fuck ever. So - I kind of expected it. don't ask me why I did but I did. Oh well -
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dopespike:
I can't swim btw
I can't swim btw
I just read my last entry and realized how fucked up I sounded. It's kinda funny. No sleep will do that to ya. Still hadn't had any but - oh well - gonna clean house and take a shower - boring shit.
It has been a good day.
It has been a good day.
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dopespike:
that's good now, we need to get your life to party fuckin like it's your college freshman year at a frat house status
now, we need to get your life to party fuckin like it's your college freshman year at a frat house status
theburningred:
just saw your last entry....and she is soo not cute! 
I'll tell you what she has... YOUR LEFT-OVER SCRAPS!!! Think of it that way, it might help.
anyway yup i guess i could qualify as "emotionally unstable" especially when i'm cycling... don't you just love being a girl?
btw- i think it would be good to take some positive pics and put them in your journal- because one day you will look back and see her face...and it since it's not a good looking pic it might make ya barf
put up some of your babies, aren't they the best thing in your life? Show the world!
I'll tell you what she has... YOUR LEFT-OVER SCRAPS!!! Think of it that way, it might help.
anyway yup i guess i could qualify as "emotionally unstable" especially when i'm cycling... don't you just love being a girl?
btw- i think it would be good to take some positive pics and put them in your journal- because one day you will look back and see her face...and it since it's not a good looking pic it might make ya barf
put up some of your babies, aren't they the best thing in your life? Show the world!
Yeah , well, not sure what to say. Stayed up all night studying for one midterm - and talking to a friend. Mainly talking to him. And not just talking. Lemme put it this way - I am having to wear a damn scarf around my neck because it looked like someone brutalized me.Not really sure what to say about much of anything. I don't...
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dopespike:
<---- jealous jk
anyways, told you there will be more guys... didn't need much patience though. heh. Good luck on your midterm.
The quote is from Finding Nemo btw
jk
anyways, told you there will be more guys... didn't need much patience though. heh. Good luck on your midterm.
The quote is from Finding Nemo btw
kayblaino:
Sleep deprivation is probably the best wa to write the truth, cuz almost liek being drunk at a certian point you really dont give a fuck. Thats awesome, its so great to have someone different after that long of a time period, so exciting in a way.
I was late to the punch but yeah def finding nemo.
~Blaine
I was late to the punch but yeah def finding nemo.
~Blaine
That's funny your mom called you that, what's your real middle name?
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