whiteiris

I go in tomorrow. I think we are going to go to dallas today. Wanna try and leave after class. I hung out at his place for a bit last night but came home around 1. Just in case my mom drove by and didn't see my car here. I don't want to hear her bitch. I started bleeding and cramping again. Lots more blood...
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I feel like shit. Sinus infections suck ass. I am fixing to get ready for work. My last day for a while. I didn't want to leave Cameron. I felt so comfortable and warm.

Then I get to go out in the harsh cruel world and put on a pretty face. YEAH

Just got home. Gonna take a shower and go love on that sexy man o mine. Sam was late so I left without him. Typical fucking man. That's why I don't have friends. Too much extra shit. I went up to the bar tonight. I couldn't go back to sleep.

I feel bad about bitching so much sometimes. It seems that sometimes nothing ever makes...
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Why can't things ever be simple? Just for once?

Yeah, it's easy to say that.

I have been irked again. I went by his apartment to give him some quick lovin and he is not there. The bar closes at 6 and he is usually home by 7. It is 752. I thought he might be at my place but guess what - NOPE.

I went up there Wednesday night and worked on my homework. The bar closes at 4...
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Just got back from dropping off my prospectus. I am sure it is going to suck ass. My grade is going to be bad.

All he had to do was tell me he wanted to be alone. Instead he got all freaky on me again. It started Monday on our way back. We haven't been around each other much except for this past weekend and...
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All I really have to say is what the fuck ever. Do I have to put up with this shit? NO. Do I want to put up with this shit? I don't know anymore. Is it really worth it? Don't really want to answer that question because I am afraid of the answer. I just don't fucking care. I might change my mind. I hope...
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Well, I am going to try and upload a pic of me and my boyfriend. We had a good time this weekend. It was a long weekend though. We were not rushed or anything and it was nice. My mom called me Monday and made me come back to reality and I resent her for that. I am going to start working on schoolwork blah...
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I am about to start packing. I am getting sleepy. I probably need to try and take anap before I try to drive in the dark. I hate driving. I am so excited to be going. A nice weekend away ffom everything.

I am bleeding. I am not supposed to be doing that. Gonna go pack now. I am exhausted by everything that has gone...
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Got my paper done. I still feel like I am drowning. I have one week to get a lot of shit done. I am afraid I won't get all of it accomplished. My mom is coming into the restaurant tonight and she is bringing the boys. They really like coming up there. I have so much shit to pack. I will probably just come home...
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Class was not good. I have a bio quiz which I failed miserably. I might have gotten a 2 out of 11. I suck.

I did go by the library and get some books for my papers. I am gonna work on them this weekend while I have some down time. I am going to type up my linguistics paper and get that out of...
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