whiteiris

I am not so much pissed off but my feelings are hurt. I cooked dinner tonight and guess what? He didn't come over - as he said he would. I even reminded him about it this morning before he left. So I cooked for nothing. The boys don't eat stuff like that - well Mason did but I would have made something else if he...
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I don't like conversations like that. You know the ones where you begin talking with your significant other about how they are in relationships and then you start to wonder what makes you so different. He said he loved the girls but knw it wasn't going to last but stayed out of some sort of obligation. That kind of makes me think that is what...
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Hey, everyone say yay for crappy resolution on a camera phone YAY!!!!!!!

Whatever happened to drive in movies. I miss those.

Everything is about as ready as it can be to move.

I am hungry but have nothing which with to cook.

I want to call my boyfriend but don't think it is such a good idea. I am taking the hint.

Can I not...
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well, no rest for the wicked. I am going to gouge out my ear with a dull object. Anything is better than now. Thought I would share

Hey. it's me. Well, I can at least upload from my phone. Wonder why that works and nothing else does. I still need some help with the other picture posting.

I woke up a few hours ago and cannot get back to sleep. I have been sick these past few days and it seems the sickly part has now spread to my ear. It hurts...
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I need some help with the picture thing. I am trying to upload a profile pic and it tells me my file isn't what it is supposed to be but it is. I have put pics on Photobucket and whatnot but it still isn't working. The only way I can get any on here is to put it in my journal as a link.

If...
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Yeah well, whatever. Usually writing here makes me look at the things that bother me and put them into a better perspective so I don't completely lose it. Well, unfortunately last night did not work. I am still really upset. And it is not so much last night but the past week or so. Things have been under so much strain. I understand that relationships...
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I am so pissed right now I can't even see straight. For the past week or so Cameron has been off. He has been really quiet and not much fun to be around. i know that he is down about the money and the bar but he is bringing it to us and that is not right. I don't think that I let me being...
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Last night was the first night back to work in almost 2 months. And guess what happens, I fall and bust my ass. Actually my knee. It is now turning pretty shades of purple and blue. Stupid server didn't clean up a spilled drink she dropped - actually she swept it up but didn't wipe it up. Stupid girl. But I am okay. Just took...
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You know I look back at some of the things I write and see how ungrateful I seem sometimes. And maybe not that. I seem to expect the worst. It's easier that way when you get let down because you expected it and didn't get your hopes up and then have them crushed.

I have these thoughts about me and Cameron that I keep to...
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Yeah. Well Happy New Year. I wonder how this one will differ from the last. School is going to get harder. Things are getting close to being done. I will be close to moving. Yet again I am tired. Didn't sleep as much as I needed to. Gonna work on that next week before I start back to work.

I am trying to find a...
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Tired Tired Tired. I am so glad the holidays are almost over. I still have to deal with peole being stupid on New Years but I will be home so there won't be much in the way of having to put up with anyone. I went shopping for me and the boys. Need to find a flour sifter. Took down the tree and put up...
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