But still there was no answer. The pain of not knowing was unbearable. I hated you for this! If you don’t want me then I don’t want you. All you did was hurt me in the end. They always left me, taking a part of me that was lost to them. And then they would disappear, leaving me nothing to regain. So here I am heartless, almost soulless, and left with the torment that plagued my mind. I couldn’t trust you anymore. Still you’re persistent towards me. And now I tell them….
Don’t Fall In Love With Me…
For I have already loved and lost.
And I don’t care to lose again.
I ask why?
How could you want this heart?
It has been beaten,
Torn apart,
Nearly left to nothing.
Nearly blackened and withered away.
I am nothing.
A former man…
Fearing love and fearing to give in.
I’ve lost so much to love.
But still wondering,
Is “I” nothing more with than without…?
I have loved,
But I don’t think I’ve ever been loved back.
Don’t fall in love with me.
Because I don’t think I’d ever be the same.
What would remain?
What would I become?
Would I be reborn?
With death unto me,
I would see…
Love me?
Don’t fall in love with me.