After 4 months of worrying about when she's gonna come back to me I realized, I can't worry about it anymore. I have my own life to live. I can't keep killing myself over somebody who may or may not someday hopefully please come back perhaps in a few months. So I'm out again hanging out with people, meeting new girls, living my life for me, for my happiness.
On a related note, Saturday is the Bike MS: Pedal to the Point, a 75 mile bicycle ride to Sandusky to benefit the National Multiple Sclerosis Society. I still ride for Barbi, but with her gone, my motivation is a little cracked. Not having her there at each stop keeping my spirits up is gonna hurt but my parents will be there and I want to show them what their son can do. That I make a difference, no matter how small. With all my injuries i want to prove to myself that I can still do it. Plus it's a fucking absolute fun-fest!!! Hotel room waiting for me in Sandusky with a hot tub in it and delicious cold beers!
In any event, I'm ready to get on with my life. She showed me alot, good and bad, mostly good, but life goes on, you take the lessons you learn and apply them to the future because they can't change the past. I've already met a girl who likes sushi, thai food, and scary movies. Score!
plus my brother's boyfriend's co-worker is a cute buddhist game nerd with a heart for shaved headed guys. Score again!
Thank you to all my friends and family who helped me through the hard times. No more complaining
On a related note, Saturday is the Bike MS: Pedal to the Point, a 75 mile bicycle ride to Sandusky to benefit the National Multiple Sclerosis Society. I still ride for Barbi, but with her gone, my motivation is a little cracked. Not having her there at each stop keeping my spirits up is gonna hurt but my parents will be there and I want to show them what their son can do. That I make a difference, no matter how small. With all my injuries i want to prove to myself that I can still do it. Plus it's a fucking absolute fun-fest!!! Hotel room waiting for me in Sandusky with a hot tub in it and delicious cold beers!
In any event, I'm ready to get on with my life. She showed me alot, good and bad, mostly good, but life goes on, you take the lessons you learn and apply them to the future because they can't change the past. I've already met a girl who likes sushi, thai food, and scary movies. Score!
plus my brother's boyfriend's co-worker is a cute buddhist game nerd with a heart for shaved headed guys. Score again!
Thank you to all my friends and family who helped me through the hard times. No more complaining