After months of trying to get her back I'm starting to realize that she's so afraid of being in a happy relationship that she's sabotaging it when things start going well again. We have an amazing weekend then a week later it's back to cold shoulders and returning valuables. I will respect her wishes because I'm not the kind of guy to get played like a fucking yo-yo but as of right now I'm washing my hands of this game. I've been putting my heart on my sleeve and she keeps punching me in the arm. It's time to bury it again. For the first time in 3 months I'm not upset that she's not with me, I'm pissed that she's acting like a fucking child. It's never enough and I've given all I can without fundamentally changing who I am as a person. I've tried everything I can to make her happy and if she doesn't want it than that's her loss, cuz I can be a pretty damn good guy when my mouth doesn't screw it up...
This is whiskey talking, I'll probably wake up crying in my pillow for her to come back to me haha
This is whiskey talking, I'll probably wake up crying in my pillow for her to come back to me haha