whiskey_____

coughy cough cough. hack, hack, cough. sniffle.

Do you ever feel like you are a spectator to your own life? Like you are merely watching and have no control over any of it? Things you want you can not have; things you have, you don't want. All you crave is some kind of change, but the more you try to change things, the more they stay the same. And then you realize that you are alone.

fuck it, I'm going to get a fucking pop-tart.