whiskerbiscuit

I've been getting back in touch with a lot of people that I have really missed. They've all congratulated me and said, "welcome back." That's funny, I didn't go anywhere, I was just.... un.... reachable.... attainable.... I don't know. I was very much ghost status. The more I get back into the swing of being myself, the more I realize I don't ever want to be in a relationship like that again. It's made me completely unreasonable as far as women go. I've become ueberpicky. It's not that I need to date anybody, It's just that when I'm faced with the possibility, I have flashbacks. It's like I have intimacy ptsd I like being single, which is good because I'll probably be single for a long while. I'm looking forward to doing "me".

I think I'm going to illinois in november. Some of those people that I really miss are there. especially one of the best friends that I alienated in somewhat of a savage manner. That whole mess has gnawed at me ever since it happened, we've since made amends and picked up the pieces. Luckily there're only a few large shards and not a million tiny jagged splinters. Makes it a little easier to put back together. The only that has really changed is that she moved to fucking illinois, peoria of all places. therefore, I will hop my happy ass on a plane and go to illinois to see what their whiskey tastes like

I picked up my copy of borderlands 2 today. I've only played for about 1.5 hours so far but I am thoroughly stoked