my Auntie is back in the hospital.
I guess she fell this morning and cut her head open.
I left work to go sit in the emergency room. She was so out of it. The doctors kept asking her what happened and she said she didn't know.
"do you know what year it is?"
"two thousand and........two...."
"do you know who our president is."
"Bama"... Read More
I want to go to california. I want to go visit Jeff. He's coming home in May, but that seems like a lifetime from now.
I miss him. There's always that small part of me that wonders 'what if' about him. And I need to know if that 'what if' is just in my head, or if its real. ya know?
I wish I had... Read More
Insomnia sucks.
I never fall asleep before 3 AM anymore.
I have to be at work by 9:30 tomorrow morning.
and we're supposed to be getting a ton of snow.
I'm debating on even attempting sleep at all.
i just got in at like 4 and there's no real snowing going on. they've probably got the streets pretty clear by now so you'll be all set in the morning i recon.
gah. I went a whole month without thinking of Dave when I masturbate. All because he HAD to see me monday night, i've been having weird dreams about him.
And even my sexy fantasy tonight ended up starring him, instead of Spike from Buffy.
...dont ask....
I saw Dave tonight.
It was weird. Nice, but weird.
We talked. And it was nice. We ended up laying in bed together but nothing happened. Just talking. I told him he deserves to be happy.
the Mall Cop movie is coming out the 16th! i'm pretty stoked.
at 38 seconds into the trailer. in the bottom right corner of cars you can see the top of my mini van. I know thats mine cause i park in that row every morning. also when he's segway-ing past legal seafoods if they had followed him for another 3 seconds you could see... Read More
Oh god. I saw the first person I ever had sex with recently.
My friend Michelle thinks I should've started a conversation.
Thats a very very bad idea. There are still years and years of resentment towards that kid.
And exactly how do you respond to a 'howve you been?' after 5 years.
"what, since you took advantage of me when i was drunk, i... Read More
I'm sorry hun
when I read that it reminded me of this video I saw once, I will put it below so you can watch it 