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my Auntie is back in the hospital.
I guess she fell this morning and cut her head open.
I left work to go sit in the emergency room. She was so out of it. The doctors kept asking her what happened and she said she didn't know.
"do you know what year it is?"
"two thousand and........two...."
"do you know who our president is."
"Bama"
"I take it you don't like him?"
"i don't know him."
sometimes she can be very cute.

Finally about 2 hours after they gave her stitches in her head we got her up to an actual room. while they were getting her room ready my Grandma was talking to her.
"so you got stitches in your head."
"I got stickers on my head?"
"no. stitches."
"Son of a bitch!"
This was at about 5 o'clock tonight. She fell at about 10AM and was taken to the hospital right away. She couldn't even remember that she fell.
They did all sorts of tests but we still don't know the results of any of them. except that the cancer has spread to her skull.

She ended up getting hot and kicking the covers off and i told her to cover up. she yelled at me 'oh come on! its only a leg!"
I can't lose her.
I'm hanging on by a threat and when she dies I'm going to fall apart.