whilehesleeps

So i've had that last couple of weeks off work. Whilst i had the time off I started thinking way too much about where i am and where i wanna go in life and who will be the people that i want to bring with me. I realized i've lost a lot of friends from school but that was expected. Now the people that surround me and i call my friends are good friends, but everyone wants something out of you. Then i started thinking who i could actually call a real friend. Although i seem to have lost most of my really close mates, it didnt seem to worry me. I'd filled my life with work so much i'd had lost my social life.
Then today at work i was out harrowing fields in my tractor for about 5 hours straight so had plenty of time to think. I didnt care i had no real friends. I could sit for hours on my own and it was great company. Me, my musics, my tractor. Although i miss my true friends there are a few people turning up in my life which I would like to keep. So from now on there's a conscious effort not to be an anti social recluse and try and let people in.

One of the reasons i do what i do...........