Friday Aug 27, 2004

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okay. its been a month and 20 days since i've last updated this entry. and what a fucken horrible month it has been..

last year i found a dead body on the side of the road while hitch hiking to my parents house. and yesterday i watched a man die and his woman passenger a few minutes later.

i dont think i've ever felt so helpless before in my entir life. i wanted to help. .. but... there was just nothing i could do. still upset about the whole thing thou. that being the first time i've ever witnessed death in swift action before.. frown

anyways. just a bit depressed right now. sorry for takin such a long vacation from here, i still think my $9 a month could go towards something better, but i'm not leaving til you mother fuckers get in touch with me more often wink lol..

so hurry up .. hope things have been better for you than they have for me lately. take care guys and gals.

ooo aaa
metro:
damn bro, that's harsh...if it's any consolation, we fishermen put up with that shit on a pretty damn regular basis. it never gets easier to watch, or to think about, but you definitely start to get more (and less) philosophical about it. i dunno...shit happens. keep breathing. even if it smells like shit.

maybe that wasn't the happiest ting to say. so i leave you with a smile
belllla:
I don't have any idea what to say that could help you not feel the way you're feeling. I can't say I know how you feel because I've been fortunate enough to not have to witness anything like that thus far. Please just know that you're in my thoughts. I really hope you're able to mourn and heal as quickly as possible.

PS - 311 + that 70's show + your member name + half of the shit in your profile = You are now the President of my Coolness Club. wink

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