Halfway through the workday I had to think "why on earth am I so testy right now?"
1. Wind woke me up at 3:00am & I didn't fall back asleep.
2. I had yet to eat anything.
3. The wind was still making a huge ruckus and it was giving me a headache.
4. Actually my headache was coming from a lack of caffeine since I found only enough beans left for a half pot this morning.
5. Well, that and nicotine withdrawl, I quit smoking (again) yesterday.
I quit so often that it's just no big deal, I totally forget how it makes me an ass. I value suffering for some reason & once I realized I was causing this by removing my nicotine I cheered up & embraced the discomfort. No asprin for me, bring the headche! Still haven't eaten, I'm dizzy. But more than that I'm hungry.
1. Wind woke me up at 3:00am & I didn't fall back asleep.
2. I had yet to eat anything.
3. The wind was still making a huge ruckus and it was giving me a headache.
4. Actually my headache was coming from a lack of caffeine since I found only enough beans left for a half pot this morning.
5. Well, that and nicotine withdrawl, I quit smoking (again) yesterday.
I quit so often that it's just no big deal, I totally forget how it makes me an ass. I value suffering for some reason & once I realized I was causing this by removing my nicotine I cheered up & embraced the discomfort. No asprin for me, bring the headche! Still haven't eaten, I'm dizzy. But more than that I'm hungry.

as for firearms, you call it a joke, i call it the best release i'd had in a long time!