Time to find some fun stuff to do around Detroit. Anyone wanna join me?
So of course a grumpy time is followed by a great night out. In a happy mood right now.
Also in a horny mood....in fact have been at least somewhat pretty much constantly for a month or so. I realized something the other day though, its not your usual. Its new relationship horniness. There's that curiosity of what things would be like now. With all...
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Also in a horny mood....in fact have been at least somewhat pretty much constantly for a month or so. I realized something the other day though, its not your usual. Its new relationship horniness. There's that curiosity of what things would be like now. With all...
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*sigh* try to point out that things between two friends are not fucked up and get blown off. Yeah, could totally not be that, but then again I seem to be getting judged way too much on "well it looks like that" without being asked for any details. Fuck it...not gonna say another word. People can think what they want to, or do what they...
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Very uneventful Saturday 
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I'm bored, and just hoping there's a good answer eventually to everything going on in my life right now.
Hangin in here.
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I'm bored, and just hoping there's a good answer eventually to everything going on in my life right now.
Hangin in here.
Interesting times in my life. Its at the point that it could go in two directions, both very different. Anyone who has read anything of my journal knows that one of the most major things involves Anne.
Quick recap...together for over 3 years. I believe she is the one for me. She is torn and at her own crossroads, with feelings split and college graduation...
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Quick recap...together for over 3 years. I believe she is the one for me. She is torn and at her own crossroads, with feelings split and college graduation...
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ups and downs...well some things seem better, but then I manage to get hit by something else to take me back down. Right now there are just some hurdles I need to get past. There's nothing to do about them...mistakes were made that are gonna have an effect on my life. Right now I am trying to keep those things to a minimum. Its tough...some...
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God I hate trying to learn patience.
Interesting replies to my question on the board about how many people look like their partner. Its been something that's been on my mind in figuring out how I work. Well a lot has been brought into question that has me not just accepting myself. Its had me looking at the why behind myself.
I'm an explorer, not a thief. I don't need to steal...
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I'm an explorer, not a thief. I don't need to steal...
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Well in the sea of tough times lately, there's was just one big bright light. I just found out earlier I passed my Professional Engineering exam. Having a P.E. license is for me the ultimate validation in my field. Its like an open door. It gives my name weight and now feel like in the industry I love, my career could completely take off.
Might...
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Might...
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So what do you do?
I know what I want in a partner. I've seen it in someone. I've heard what she says is her potential with someone. I've seen hints of it. And I've seen herself open sides to others.
Its a trust issue and she points out various reasons.....didn't start out right, some things said in areas we both consider sacred, etc. I...
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I know what I want in a partner. I've seen it in someone. I've heard what she says is her potential with someone. I've seen hints of it. And I've seen herself open sides to others.
Its a trust issue and she points out various reasons.....didn't start out right, some things said in areas we both consider sacred, etc. I...
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kybella:
Wow. Sounds like you have your hands full. Women are complicated (as you have known)...but, men are unusual as well.
Honest to god, this is what I think. You both have spent so much time together...that you are now experiencing 'comfort' issues. I mean, you "know" this girl and she "knows" you...so perhaps you both are afraid for yourselves to let go of one another...
Just a thought...things ALWAYS happen for a reason...
Hello, by the way...
Honest to god, this is what I think. You both have spent so much time together...that you are now experiencing 'comfort' issues. I mean, you "know" this girl and she "knows" you...so perhaps you both are afraid for yourselves to let go of one another...
Just a thought...things ALWAYS happen for a reason...
Hello, by the way...
whatsanalias:
hello to you too. Yeah its been brought up that its maybe just that. If it would have been a month or two I would have agreed. But have been down some other roads in my past...had to be the one to let go and also have been let go of in other serious relationships.
Just odd yanno...she has this other guy that she said at times thought he fit her better. And with me, there are past issues where she'd have to learn to forgive and put it in the past. She needs to be able to step back and reconsider how she sees me. Mine is definitely the harder path.
I've been down the comfort road, that is what is odd...this isn't like that. Hell sometimes its a royal pain in the ass. Who knows at this point.
But I too believe things ALWAYS DO happen for a reason. My life is too odd to have any other explanation. I just can't figure out this one including why that little voice just won't let me let go.
Just odd yanno...she has this other guy that she said at times thought he fit her better. And with me, there are past issues where she'd have to learn to forgive and put it in the past. She needs to be able to step back and reconsider how she sees me. Mine is definitely the harder path.
I've been down the comfort road, that is what is odd...this isn't like that. Hell sometimes its a royal pain in the ass. Who knows at this point.
But I too believe things ALWAYS DO happen for a reason. My life is too odd to have any other explanation. I just can't figure out this one including why that little voice just won't let me let go.