Dammit, I need to stay away from saying stupid shit like things seem like they are going well. Pluh, I finally got a serious night of sleep and so far have spent the day feeling more worn down than usual. Yeah I know me and I know its my body actually healing itself but it sucks. Its one of those days when you wish you had someone around to take care of ya at least for a day.
As for going well in other departments...you be the judge. The dipshit is finally moving away after wimping out to mommy (fucking 23 for christ sake...grow the fuck up). Then again I should get a small ego boost from that I have been about fucking right from the beginning of what I thought of him. But I don't care....want to just move on...be gone....whatever.
Anne and I have been great by all standards. Got messages last night on the connection she does feel to me and one later of she's realized she doesn't ever think she can let me go or walk away from me. Couple that with the yet again messages of is at end of her rope on the other end, and is good right?
Meh, probably is but I'm sick and moody and beyond in need of a vacation. I find that they went to King's Island yesterday and am just grumpy about that. Yeah I know I get that she keeps saying she needs to feel no questions left on that end and keeps coming away from fights and frustration every time she spends every time with him. Yeah yeah, if you don't think she is just stringing me along in this (which I honestly don't), this is all necessary. Feelings need killed. So still fucking jealous they went to King's Island and I haven't been anywhere this summer.
Funny, considering my job and how much more its me usually travelling, I'm being exceedingly whiny. Well fuck it, I'm sick and I fucking feel like it so humor me!
As for going well in other departments...you be the judge. The dipshit is finally moving away after wimping out to mommy (fucking 23 for christ sake...grow the fuck up). Then again I should get a small ego boost from that I have been about fucking right from the beginning of what I thought of him. But I don't care....want to just move on...be gone....whatever.
Anne and I have been great by all standards. Got messages last night on the connection she does feel to me and one later of she's realized she doesn't ever think she can let me go or walk away from me. Couple that with the yet again messages of is at end of her rope on the other end, and is good right?
Meh, probably is but I'm sick and moody and beyond in need of a vacation. I find that they went to King's Island yesterday and am just grumpy about that. Yeah I know I get that she keeps saying she needs to feel no questions left on that end and keeps coming away from fights and frustration every time she spends every time with him. Yeah yeah, if you don't think she is just stringing me along in this (which I honestly don't), this is all necessary. Feelings need killed. So still fucking jealous they went to King's Island and I haven't been anywhere this summer.
Funny, considering my job and how much more its me usually travelling, I'm being exceedingly whiny. Well fuck it, I'm sick and I fucking feel like it so humor me!
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you had me thinking that you were solely devoted to obsessing your life away.
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