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whatsanalias

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Thursday Jun 23, 2005

Jun 23, 2005
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My birthday is tommorow....that sucks
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fukidunno:
I see you have no comments in anyone else's journal, why is that?
Aug 18, 2005
whatsanalias:
I know this would be better as a response in another's journal but its one to write here for various reasons too.

Of course I read my journal. Its a place to bitch when something is bothering me but it also holds answers. I read what I have written from time to time and question where I am and what I'm doing. Sure there are plenty of choices I could make, and obviously I have chosen this particular path. There are parts of me that don't feel I can yet walk away for one reason or another. Doesn't mean it doesn't get tough or I don't get pissed. Doesn't mean I don't wonder why my life IS such a roller-coaster.

*shrug* and what can you think? Anne and I have worked through a lot and are closer than we ever have. The idiot is about gone after doing exactly as I figured he would and blowing every chance he had to hell. I just wonder still why I go through all of this. It makes me question a lot.

As for others' journals, *shrug*...as you can probably tell if you have read all of my entries, I haven't always been in a wildly social mood.
Aug 19, 2005

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