Calmer from the other night. Lets face it, things are probably going as well as I could hope for. Now I just have the landmine that is V-day coming up. Don't get me wrong...I've actually been shown a positive side of this holiday. BUT of course this is after I said a few things about it in the past and missed a hint or 20 on a gift.
I'm in the doghouse. I did get gifts those other years...I'm not that bad! From a guy's side, I think I've been pretty generous and thrown in a lot of effort. For a girl's side though, I fucked up a few things that were very important. *sigh*, all I want to do is to make up for it. How do you do that when its being currently considered a lost cause and sometimes effort towards it just dredges up those bad memories? Or do you just let it go for now and keep it low key? Any thoughts??
I'm in the doghouse. I did get gifts those other years...I'm not that bad! From a guy's side, I think I've been pretty generous and thrown in a lot of effort. For a girl's side though, I fucked up a few things that were very important. *sigh*, all I want to do is to make up for it. How do you do that when its being currently considered a lost cause and sometimes effort towards it just dredges up those bad memories? Or do you just let it go for now and keep it low key? Any thoughts??