whatsanalias

Interesting times in my life. Its at the point that it could go in two directions, both very different. Anyone who has read anything of my journal knows that one of the most major things involves Anne.

Quick recap...together for over 3 years. I believe she is the one for me. She is torn and at her own crossroads, with feelings split and college graduation coming. We've been here for 6 months.

Yeah I haven't walked away. Something tells me to hang in here. Besides, to give her credit here, things are not what they might sound like on the surface. Anne has a lot she's had to get over, with both me and with other things in her life. I made mistakes in our past...long distance and other stresses led to some of it, but wrong is wrong. She is also following her heart and gut. I believe her that she is also following what is leading her, and feels she has done the right thing to this point.

Yeah, there's some faith. I'm in love with her and believe in her...it means too that I have faith and trust in her. Its not always easy...I have times when I push, but hell I'm human and heavily passionate.

So why recap all of this. Just been thinking more. I really do throw myself completely and utterly into life with someone else. I love it though.

Tough times can do a lot to you. Deeper spiritual realizations, learing what truly makes you tick, and jerking off until you're raw (okie so I'm like always horny).

Just wierd...one moment its like deep thoughts time and the next, fuck it...time to have fun. In a damn good mood right now .

Yeah, I'm just wierd.