so I'm an optimist. Actually that isn't true....sure I hope for the best but I always imagine the worst. Kinda don't want to be in my mind sometimes. The curse of having an overactive imagination is that you can come up with many many bad possibilities. But I keep these quiet.
Why do I? Someone close to me once said misery loves company. Maybe I shouldn't be so optimistic on the surface. Buit I don't want others to worry. I want to give others hope, and I am afraid that instead of sharing misery, I'd just cause more. Its something to ponder....well it does beat letting my mind wander in other directions.
Oh joy, family again Wednesday. Got a repierced hafada. We'll see how a lighter bar goes for a while. I just keep wondering if the bar is long enough, and I miss a larger guage. Yeah, be patient...wow, that one has been a major life theme.
Naw, not all doom and gloom here as it might sound. The apartment is awesome, and this upcoming year could have some really great potential even just on being somewhere that I am much happier to be in.
Why do I? Someone close to me once said misery loves company. Maybe I shouldn't be so optimistic on the surface. Buit I don't want others to worry. I want to give others hope, and I am afraid that instead of sharing misery, I'd just cause more. Its something to ponder....well it does beat letting my mind wander in other directions.
Oh joy, family again Wednesday. Got a repierced hafada. We'll see how a lighter bar goes for a while. I just keep wondering if the bar is long enough, and I miss a larger guage. Yeah, be patient...wow, that one has been a major life theme.
Naw, not all doom and gloom here as it might sound. The apartment is awesome, and this upcoming year could have some really great potential even just on being somewhere that I am much happier to be in.