whatsanalias

Okie, yeah I have to laugh...everyone keeps telling me how vold Michigan is....I came from Pittsburgh and is no different. I'm furry, cold isn't a problem .

On other news, why am I up. I'm in a hotel room in Tampa and have to get up at the asscrack of dawn for work. I'm utterly exhausted both physically and mentally. I think my whole apartment is packed up and that took a lot doing it all by my lonesome.

Yeah okie so the emotional part comes in with that lonesome thing. How do you not pressure someone....try to act normally, when you don't feel normal inside? When you miss what was and constantly wonder if it'll ever come back? How do you answer someone who is just totally negative on guys and relationships? I even just wish the other guy would be eliminated from her life, but even though she talks as if that gets closer, its not yet happening.

*sigh* friends are sick of hearing about it too. They seem to be deciding enough is enough and I'm just getting used. How do you decide if things are still moving forward? How much time should you give someone? What is best to do in this situation? When do you stay and when do you decide its time to move on? Ugh, okie sorry girls but you have me totally confused. Did I mention I'm exhausted?