God I hate trying to learn patience.
Interesting replies to my question on the board about how many people look like their partner. Its been something that's been on my mind in figuring out how I work. Well a lot has been brought into question that has me not just accepting myself. Its had me looking at the why behind myself.
I'm an explorer, not a thief. I don't need to steal...
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I'm an explorer, not a thief. I don't need to steal...
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Well in the sea of tough times lately, there's was just one big bright light. I just found out earlier I passed my Professional Engineering exam. Having a P.E. license is for me the ultimate validation in my field. Its like an open door. It gives my name weight and now feel like in the industry I love, my career could completely take off.
Might...
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So what do you do?
I know what I want in a partner. I've seen it in someone. I've heard what she says is her potential with someone. I've seen hints of it. And I've seen herself open sides to others.
Its a trust issue and she points out various reasons.....didn't start out right, some things said in areas we both consider sacred, etc. I...
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I know what I want in a partner. I've seen it in someone. I've heard what she says is her potential with someone. I've seen hints of it. And I've seen herself open sides to others.
Its a trust issue and she points out various reasons.....didn't start out right, some things said in areas we both consider sacred, etc. I...
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kybella:
Wow. Sounds like you have your hands full. Women are complicated (as you have known)...but, men are unusual as well.
Honest to god, this is what I think. You both have spent so much time together...that you are now experiencing 'comfort' issues. I mean, you "know" this girl and she "knows" you...so perhaps you both are afraid for yourselves to let go of one another...
Just a thought...things ALWAYS happen for a reason...
Hello, by the way...
Honest to god, this is what I think. You both have spent so much time together...that you are now experiencing 'comfort' issues. I mean, you "know" this girl and she "knows" you...so perhaps you both are afraid for yourselves to let go of one another...
Just a thought...things ALWAYS happen for a reason...
Hello, by the way...
whatsanalias:
hello to you too. Yeah its been brought up that its maybe just that. If it would have been a month or two I would have agreed. But have been down some other roads in my past...had to be the one to let go and also have been let go of in other serious relationships.
Just odd yanno...she has this other guy that she said at times thought he fit her better. And with me, there are past issues where she'd have to learn to forgive and put it in the past. She needs to be able to step back and reconsider how she sees me. Mine is definitely the harder path.
I've been down the comfort road, that is what is odd...this isn't like that. Hell sometimes its a royal pain in the ass. Who knows at this point.
But I too believe things ALWAYS DO happen for a reason. My life is too odd to have any other explanation. I just can't figure out this one including why that little voice just won't let me let go.
Just odd yanno...she has this other guy that she said at times thought he fit her better. And with me, there are past issues where she'd have to learn to forgive and put it in the past. She needs to be able to step back and reconsider how she sees me. Mine is definitely the harder path.
I've been down the comfort road, that is what is odd...this isn't like that. Hell sometimes its a royal pain in the ass. Who knows at this point.
But I too believe things ALWAYS DO happen for a reason. My life is too odd to have any other explanation. I just can't figure out this one including why that little voice just won't let me let go.
Been learning about myself a lot lately. Interesting how much I never really defined. I guess I didn't ever feel I needed to...I mean I am who I am. Sometimes though when someone else asks that question, it makes you stop and think.
I have answers, always did. But now I'm finding new definitions. I got called a chamealion a few months ago and didn't...
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I have answers, always did. But now I'm finding new definitions. I got called a chamealion a few months ago and didn't...
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Don't know what to do....I'm in so deep and yet I've heard nothing this week. Could be bad, could be good, could be nothing. Just all its doing is showing me how truly in deep I am.
Well a bad event last night got countered by possibly a good one tonight. Justr came across some stuff on the internet tonight that made me feel better about everything that's been going on. All I have to say in the end is my life is just really strange.
Screw going home. Just don't feel like dealing. Actually don't feel like dealing with a lot. Of course I managed to accidently find something from stupid other guy in my fucked up situation. Ugh.
Things have been going well (at least I thought) but this week Anne wanted to herself to get stuff set at her place for school. Of course I'm not stupid to...
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Things have been going well (at least I thought) but this week Anne wanted to herself to get stuff set at her place for school. Of course I'm not stupid to...
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so I'm an optimist. Actually that isn't true....sure I hope for the best but I always imagine the worst. Kinda don't want to be in my mind sometimes. The curse of having an overactive imagination is that you can come up with many many bad possibilities. But I keep these quiet.
Why do I? Someone close to me once said misery loves company. Maybe I...
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Why do I? Someone close to me once said misery loves company. Maybe I...
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Merry Christmas.
Well I wish it was a better day....
After multiple trips to get my car registration and license changed, I could only accomplish one of the two. It seems that due to something that happened a month or so ago, my license is in limbo and gets to remain that way until I go to court. Well that made me want to just jump for...
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After multiple trips to get my car registration and license changed, I could only accomplish one of the two. It seems that due to something that happened a month or so ago, my license is in limbo and gets to remain that way until I go to court. Well that made me want to just jump for...
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Going to California for the weekend. I have to babysit a roller-coaster. Sleeping alone sucks...current situation in life sucks so much more.