whatiwas

Killed a diaryland diary a couple days ago. No one noticed, which is fine, I guess, but still somewhat depressing. I'm still at the beginning of the process of transferring 671 entries over to another journal and simultaneously wondering if I should even bother.

Yes. I do.

I really hate being shy. I really hate being passive. I really hate being so cripplingly afraid of...
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Today was "Darryl finds cheap CD's he never got around to owning"

1) Cypress Hill - "Cypress Hill"
2) 3rd Bass - "Derelicts of Dialect"
3) Luniz - "Operation Stackola"
4) Yoko Ono/IMA - "Rising Mixes"
5) Oliver - "Quiet Life"
6) Mia Doi Todd - "The Golden State"
7) Sonic Youth - "Experimental Jet Set, Trash and No Star"
8) Luscious Jackson - "In...
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oh, never mind.

i have friends staying here, but they have yet to awake, so i have some time to myself.

tuesday night was, perhaps, the strangest night ere i'd had in a while. after work, i went over to my grandparents' place for dinner. after a nice, pleasant conversation, i installed some software on my grandmother's laptop (titanium G4, baby...obsolete but oh-so-sexy) and chatted my grandfather up...
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okay, now it's official: august has been the most fucked-up month this year.

i have yet to mention how naked i am in one of my pics. pudgy belly, pale legs, dry skin and all. recognize.

so, of course, the mercury program plays portland last week, and of course, i missed it.

GOD-FUCKING-DAMMIT.

i find it funny that, the more i want to write, the less i have to say.

more often than not, i find myself talking to myself not in my own voice(s), but those of the characters in my writing. (trite though it may be, yes, i do write.) perhaps because some of my characters are direct extensions of my personality, i feel compelled to...
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don't lie, i know you want to party down.

[this one's from june. "black hole" is its name. you may call it norman.]

i want you to kiss me so hard it hurts, i want you to press your lips so hard against mine that they fuse into diamonds, i want you to hold me so tight not even light could escape our embrace. i want you to love me like it hurts, like...
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