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i don't really have anything to say other than that i am fucking burnt out, exhausted, completely ground down. nothing more of me right now.
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tomorrow, i'm going to ignore absolutely everything i have to do and do exclusively what i want to do.
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["the noise broughtwhatiwasthe storm passedwhatiwasthe stress feltwhatiwasthe speed setwhatiwasthe knees bentwhatiwasthe breath fastwhatiwaswhatiwaswhatiwaswhatiwas"]


there's truth in it, so much more than in the obviousness of pictures of bare skin and carefully aloof looks, the eyes can only flirt two-dimensionally and most men can only see one of them anyway, it's better not to bother asking in case you wondered, i don't really know what it...
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thistle:
i just added you to mine!! smile
i like what you write too. you're so honest.
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For all the times that my minute/hour/day seems to incessantly drag, the disturbing truth is that time, at least for me, is passing at a dizzying rate.

It occurred to me last night, driving back from downtown at 2 am and realizing that I could vividly remember the last time I passed a certain exit, seeing a flash of light and wondering if my picture...
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thistle:
concentration on minute details is my specialty. so much so that i often forget to see the big picture.
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A new Nixion set today, a new Robert Rodriguez film tomorrow (that doesn't include the words "Spy" and "Kids"), and a new Merzbow CD (well, new to me, anyway).

Life still sucks, but it's easy to pretend it doesn't right now.

I think I'm going to go to the Boiler Room tonight.
lindex:
muhahahahahahahahahhahhahahah
fuggin rockin the karoke at the big BR.

if you can't figure out who this is by the profile, think about less hair + a baseball cap + skateboard + and doin shots of tequila with the KJ.
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Sepultura covering Public Enemy.

Life is weird.
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morgan:
Lyndon is kind of hard to read because most people end up just HATING the main character. He's a little more sympathetic in the film, although the film is very long (very kubrick-esque). I was expecting to hate both the film and the book, but I actually quite liked them, even though they're both kind of slow (you read the first 50 pages of lyndon and he's STILL talking about his family tree)
pihka:
Oh, then I cant be a goth. I lose all irony and self-critic when I thoroughly enjoy something, such as jumping in the puddles after rain.

Well, not trying to destroy any illusions you may have created of Helsinki- but this is an illustrious city nevertheless, and in late summer very lively, too. Although the midwinter time would probably feel more exotic to you, all the snow and cold.smile
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disinterested brunette from maui called back.

i can't explain why this makes me depressed.

what the fuck.

i'm going to listen to hella and put some laundry in.
morgan:
I am hereby suggesting that you should post in the Suicideboys group.

There, suggestion officially made.

And TheShrike is awesome, his journal entries are hilarious.

Vanity Fair is in your favourite books, I'm assuming that the Thackery one? Have you read "Barry Lyndon"? I read it for a class on Stanley Kubrick films last year and was surprised to like it. Also, you have great taste in movies.
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(what i reflexively think when i hear women of exceptional phyiscal attractiveness talk about their need to get laidsmile

just do it, okay, don't fucking agonize over it like it's difficult or anything, because all you're DESIRED, and it would be fairly easy to find a man/woman of acceptable physical appearance who would be more than happy to have sex with you, and i'm okay...
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stormy:
the problem isnt so much finding someone to sex up, its finding someone suitable and who will be able to keep up with me. that is the hard part and the reason why i bemoan my inability to get laid(properly).

[Edited on Sep 08, 2003]
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(Brown-haired, skinny white girl with beautiful brown eyes, she said she was from Maui and showed me her driver's license, she said her name was Jenny but I didn't get a chance to prove that. She walked in later than I got there, sang Gin & Juice with her friend equally interesting skinny blonde with a small nose stud and an Anthropology major and a...
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