whatiwas

["shard."]

slain betwixt the twain, i'll combine the antediluvian with the emergent and both of them will sound equally cliche. i don't really have much to say, and not in that "i open my mouth and nothing but silence comes out" bullshit metaphorical way, i just don't have the words to say anything right now. so it becomes this, thrown away for the sake of...
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i find myself doing less thinking lately. i'm scared and unhappy, and i think this might have something to do with it.

goddammit, old school Cypress Hill is fucking great chill-out music.

[Political rant. Sorry.]

A recent article in the Guardian poses the theory that the wrong people are attempting to resolve the current crisis in the Middle East, and the Junta's recent veto of a U.N. resolution to protect Yasser Arafat seems to prove that theory correct.

At this point, with zero credibility in the current Iraq war, next-to-zero credibility in the ostensible War on Terror,...
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woo-hah! i'm naked again in my pics.

Resting contentedly in his father's arms, the child stared at my grandmother and me as we sat in the car outside the post office. The child's head was covered in a downy white-gold hair, in direct contrast to his dark brown eyes. Mouth open, he smiled and cried almost at random in that beautiful way all young children's moods fluctuate.

Grandmother lifted her right index...
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[it fades, and then you realize how wrong your perceptions are.]

The clouds broke somewhere between the mountains near the coast and the one I happened to be driving on; somewhere west of me, but east of the ocean, there was just enough room for the dying sunlight as it crept over the horizon to scale the minor peaks whose slopes would yield modest farms...
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i hate sleeping.

actually, i love it.

i just hate havig shit to do in the morning.

for reasons yet to be explainedm it is imperative that i watch "jeepers creepers."

a mix CD to anyone who can guess what my stats are referring to. (anyone else who wants a mix CD can get one for free too, i guess...just email me your address and i'll send one out your way, unless you live in Portland and want to meet.)

i wasn't feeling very well yesterday physically, something that's translated over to today (much to my chagrin). disregarding the nagging fatigue in my being, i went out, parked the car, paid three bucks and ventured into the world.

stopped at Djangos, picked up ...And You Will Know Us By The Trail Of Dead's "Source Tags and Codes" for three dollars and Blonde Redhead's "Melody Of...
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