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Iowa City, Iowa

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Saturday May 22, 2004

May 22, 2004
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if the noise goes away when i imagine you aren't there, i can take the reality for just a little while longer until it stops feeling good, you can make pretend and i'll believe everything is fine, once was enough, right? the cuts start shrieking and i'm kept closed, i used to be outspoken, only in words i can disengage from, you can believe this, can't you? I'm ready for you this time, poisoned and pointed and aimed for that one sweet spot, I can't lie it is the one, warm, wet, one, warm, wet, one, warm, wet, one, warm, wet, one, warm, wet, one, warm, wet, one, warm, wet, one, warm, "wet your lips and let's fall in love" you said and I made you blood and wine and at least one of the two was poison enough to make me stop.

I'm back to shouting over beats no one can hear, your touch sears even in dreams, it seems i'm back to recycling but my culture samples intrinsically, so as long as i do it sensibly you won't care, it's enough of an ego nightmare to assume you ever really did, i don't want to harp on the subject but i did way too much, you were a fucking mistake, you were a fucking lapse in my judgement, and my bratty snarl would almost be loud enough to drown you the fuck out if i weren't injecting you into it, fuck it, i'm shaking and awake, FUCK IT, I'M SHAKING AND AWAKE...

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