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Halloween was a surprising success last night. My Jean-Michel Basquiat costume was a spectacular success--I had more than one person walk up to me and ask me if I was who I apparently looked somewhat like.

I'll try and take some pictures.

I did a lot of thinking yesterday, focusing on Matt, Basquiat, and Phil Lynott. I hate myself for the cliche of thinking I...
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lindex:
Maybe you have it backwards so to speak, maybe a chaotic life caries with it the ambiguity that you hate and the true or real adversity in life that you speak of is nothing more than confronting your self. But what am I supposed to know I'm nothing more than a simple sould :chuckle:

I did really miss everyone for holloween, I sat around and read my book for 4 hours till I was my turn in which I did 20 mins of work and left (at about 4am sat). However, I did get rewarded in a great way wink

I prolly wont see you and the crew till all this shit is nothing new then I will come out and hit you with kung fu like the shit from the mister John Woo.

Around monday?



[Edited on Nov 01, 2003 9:48PM]
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she had those too-light eyes that always seem so out-of-place on dark-skinned people, even though she was comparatively light-skinned, so obviously East African that I had to double-take when she asked me a question, because I thought I'd mis-heard her.

I hadn't. "Where are you from?" she asked.

"Iowa," I chuckled hesitantly, cupping her accent in my imagination and twisting it in circles, inventing her...
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lindex:
Stop guessing smile
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I've sat here since 8 in the morning, doing far less than I should have.

Time to do more than I probably really can.

I'll be in downtown Portland, wearing dark blue jeans and a black Aereogramme T-shirt with a black longsleeve shirt underneath it, unless I'm wearing my grey hooded fleece with the removable sleeves. I'll have headphones on and a black backpack. Please...
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stormy:
if i wasnt so lazy and it wasnt so cold out i would go on hunt for you.
disdain:
hmm... i wonder if you're still there...

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Blitzhosen was one of the greatest rock bands to ever exist, capable of moments of touching intimacy and spastic energy, fusing a fuzzy, classic-rock tone with witty, all-too-modern lyrics. I loved them mostly because of their music, but also because, despite the grandiose nature of their music, they were at heart just three unassuming guys in Minneapolis who made music because they loved it.

I...
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olsen:
::tag::
olsen:
Haha, here's another Olsen comment:

Make me a copy of some of their stuff. I always want music that other people don't know.
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idle idol's idyll or idol's idle idyll or idyll idol's idle
without streetlights, the neighborhood looks like a small section of outer space chopped from the night and stretched thin over fragile ground. when you're walking the streets here, you have to do it in silence, because otherwise you can't believe that what you're doing is real, the lifeless concrete just appears and stretches into...
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I'm tired of this.

I've been idling in Portland for the better part of seven months now, doing little to solve my problems and lashing myself for it, using my own confusion and self-awareness as a crutch to keep me from facing some of the more glaring problems with me and myself. I've succeeded in few of my concrete statements made however many days ago...
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//somos los

somos los perdidos,

siempre viviendo sin vision//

i used to call this sought, but it's the seeking that made it pained and painted, it's been erratic like this for weeks now, you come in frames between dilations and you're always more coloful than i remember, i was told everyone looks better in red light and--(say it with me, now)--who am i to defy...
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lindex:
Though things seem better in red there is no way to deny the truth behind the pleasure to find in complete darkness tongue
/me picks up phone to dial the Z
anything:
nice meeting you, iowa boy. we'll have to get into a more in-depth. less across-the-room conversation sometime. come out more.
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i wish you could see me, shoulders constantly sloped and tensed, the impact isn't going to be much but i want it to be as unhealthy as possible because i close my eyes and i can feel ribs against mine arms against mine lips against mine, this ain't fucking working try again.
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it's not just that, it's a collection of everything else, plus that.
lindex:
hmm you may have a point.