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whatawaste

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Wednesday Jul 23, 2008

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The walls have fallen down around me but somehow I am still standing.


It has been a traumatic 6 months, hasnt it? I could rattle off a list of everything that has gone wrong but looking back most of it is pretty trivial. I would say the worst part of all of it is that my keyboard isnt fully functioning and I have 10 bucks to my name but even thats fixable, I am just really lazy.


Strange, not one hospital visit ( almost but no), no serious bodily injury to myself or others ( kind of, but it wasnt serious), and no serious damage done in any way. I would have guessed at least 2 out of the 3 would have happened...but no. I did punch someone in the face and it was pretty hilarious , well maybe not for him but for everyone who hears the story it is.


Anywho, Im alive and doing alright, so I cant complain. Now its time to rebuild. Kicking off the rebuilding with a trip to manhattan to see my parents and friends. Some how I always come back really excited and more motivated. After that, who knows what will happen but I am pretty sure things will only go up.


alright one final note, this is for a special someone, someone who treated me poorly for far too long. I should have never allowed it but its over now and these are my final remarks.

SPOILERS! (Click to view)
With friends like you, who needs enemies?
you ain't right, you ain't never gonna be,
you're out of the car, I'm afraid you've been declined.
you shake my hand, while you're pissing on my leg
I'm cuttin you loose, I don't need this misery
your soul is toxic, you ain't no friend of mine.

You talk real trash when i'm not around
to build yourself up, you gotta to tear me down.
you'll have to excuse me, i've got better things to do.
you smile through your teeth, you talk out your neck
every chance you get you're gonna stab my back.
your time's run out, i've got nothing left for you..

I'm leaving you far behind.
I'm leaving you far behind.
Stop wasting all of my time.
I'm leaving you far behind.

So I'm pulling out the weeds, i'm taking stock
you can talk the talk, but cant walk the walk
Your narcissistic ways have gotten the best of you.
So I'm leaving you to sink, in all your glory
For you and me it's the end of the story.
Get out of my way, I've got better things to do..

With friends like you, who needs enemies?
it means you ain't right, you ain't never going
your soul is toxic, you ain't no friend of mine.




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VIEW 4 of 4 COMMENTS
chazgasm:
Hope the trip back to the east helps out darling, dont suppose you layover in buffalo at all tongue kiss kiss
Jul 23, 2008
r3x:
I'm certain you'll come back renewed and reinvigorated.

I don't know about you, but I can't handle the one-day-at-a-time rebuilding process. My mind is running much faster than the world. It's frustrating.
Jul 25, 2008

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