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8 new-ish cam pix added to my wh0r3izm folder... peep if you dare!

i called off work today. too much school work to catch up on...

i became a lil overwhelmed with it all, so i took a break. trying to nail 4 chapters in one sitting is rough. i'm so tired to alveolar air equasions and partial pressures... i can't stress how relieved i'll be when i graduate. only a year and a half to go...

i ran into my ex after class today. it was a smidge uncomfortable, yet we managed to keep it civil. although, i had to make fun of her boots... silly little boots that looked like elf shoes. all they needed were bells on the tips and i woulda been sold that she was sleeping with santa claus. then she made fun of my stupid hair and we called it even. it was good to see her, but i couldn't help but feel relieved when we got to the parking lot and went our seperate ways. yes, i miss her, but i have to let it all go. i feel as if she wants nothing to do with me. knowing this, i should just put her behind me and get on with myself, but its just so fucking hard. all i want to do is love someone... to be loved by someone... this solitude is getting to me. its like i'm a prisoner and the world is my cell...

errg. look at me ramble... i should get back to studying...