::flexes:: rawr, motherfuckers!
i outdrank the whole party and didnt vomit once! go me, go me... last night was somewhat interesting with a hint of akward. i'd elaborate if i was any good at explaining how i felt, but i'm not...
resolutions? sure, i have a few:
1) no marijuana usage until i've secured myself into my clinicals. yeah, it sucks, but i gotta do what i gotta do. similarly, i would like to quit smoking ciggarettes as well. i've tried and failed, but i have a renewed sense of confidence in myself...
2) i swear, i will be seriously buff by my 23rd birthday. i have the appropriate mass in the appropriate places, i just need to tone it up a bit.
3) easy on the budweiser, champ...
4) and probably most important to me - stop being so fucking shy. I need to open my social window and let people in. if i don't reach out to people, i'll never make friends or meet a new lover. these are two things that i desperately need (or want, i can't tell anymore). so loosen up, you badass...
can i do these things? yes, i certainly can.
will i do these things? i fuckin hope so.
happy '06 to everyone - and good luck with all that you do!
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No smokey smoke for me too. I was high, of all things, and I thought "shit I have two awesome kids to take care of and this doesn't help!"
I, too have resolved to be buff again. It's mostly my gut that's being stubborn. Back to salads again....sigh.
I know you'll accomplish all that and more. You got my suppport bro!!!
By the way, good luck on the New Year's resolutions. I forgot to make any (although I have a few ideas) But yours all sound like very good things to improve on, for your own well-being. I wish you the best, especially with the smoking--I watched everyone in my family struggle with that addiction. I have faith you can do it. And being shy--yeah, I deal with that too. So I know where you're comin' from on that one!