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so i've been out of it for a few days... trying to piece together all that i've missed since i've been gone. theres a lot of new information for me to handle... at least the good one's stayed true to themselves.

she's a heartbreaker and she'll reap what she's sewn. i'd love to be there when her world crashes down on her again just to look her in the eye and say, "told you so..." maybe thats a little harsh, but she wouldn't understand it any other way. if she'd only learn from her mistakes...

i'm so tired of being sad and lonely. and i'm tired of complaining about it like some whiney lil bitchboy. i know things will change, i'm just tired of waiting for it. it's always darkest before dawn...

edit: i'm feeling much better... 7 beers will do that to ya. so i went to the mall w/ my brother Jeremy and his girlfriend Steph to check out what kinda post-xmas deals they had goin on. started at BestBuy and left very disappointed i really wanted the Jackass boxset, but everyone and their fuckin mother is sold out.. so i looked for ATHF seasons 3 & 4. SURPRISE! didn't have that either so i stole roughly 50 jewel cases i bought 2 30stacks of CDRs and the new Fort Minor CD to cover my trail... dunno how it sounds yet, but i'll update y'all.

to the parking lot -> slam 2 beers -> into the mall of death... OMG i felt so fuckin old. i know, i look young and i am young, but fuck... every girl i saw was rockin their HS letterman jacket... i was more into the poon shopping than being a actual consumer. can't hit on 'em, but lookin is alright in my book. besides, if i dont do something about this overwhelming sexual frustration soon, i'm likely to explode into a flaming glob of jizz...

everything in that goddamn mall is overpriced. i bought a hoodie from PacSun to add to my immense collection.. its beautiful. i'll post a pic as soon as i rock it to the bars, later in the week. i was also oogled by some preteen goths outside of HotTopic. made me smile

now i'm back at my rent's house, or as i like to call it, Satan's Asshole... saw that Quinne posted a new set i swear, i'd perform unthinkable acts just to get to know that angel of beauty. like kick a baby in the neck, or, well, use your imagination. and don't put anything past me! i'll do it! anyways, someone better call me soon, or i'm likely to get drunk(er) alone.