fuck...
i'm confused. well, maybe confused isnt the best word. scatterbrained, perhaps? i dunno, this whole "quitting smoking" gig sucks. i spazz out for no reason at any given time of the day, and its only been 36 hrs... maybe i need a patch or some shit. part of me knows i need help with this and part of me says "fuck that, you're stronger than this, pussy!" what to do...
i need social interaction. badly. i really like cincinnati, except that i'm still rather lonely here. need to meet some cool people, and soon. or i'll really go crazy. i feel that, subconciously, this may be the reason that i even write half this shit. in dire hopes that someone will stumble upon my page at random. if only...
the solitude is killing me. oh, and i need to get laid. not a top priority, but damn if it wouldnt be nice... i made a pass at a coworker today. she laughed at me. i dunno if its because she thought i was kidding or if i'm really just that pathetic. i really hope its not the latter. i heard her make a side comment to a colleague, something along the lines of, "he gets enough booty as it is". i wanna know who the fuck her source is, cuz she's so far from the truth, it hurts...
somebody find me.
i'm confused. well, maybe confused isnt the best word. scatterbrained, perhaps? i dunno, this whole "quitting smoking" gig sucks. i spazz out for no reason at any given time of the day, and its only been 36 hrs... maybe i need a patch or some shit. part of me knows i need help with this and part of me says "fuck that, you're stronger than this, pussy!" what to do...
i need social interaction. badly. i really like cincinnati, except that i'm still rather lonely here. need to meet some cool people, and soon. or i'll really go crazy. i feel that, subconciously, this may be the reason that i even write half this shit. in dire hopes that someone will stumble upon my page at random. if only...
the solitude is killing me. oh, and i need to get laid. not a top priority, but damn if it wouldnt be nice... i made a pass at a coworker today. she laughed at me. i dunno if its because she thought i was kidding or if i'm really just that pathetic. i really hope its not the latter. i heard her make a side comment to a colleague, something along the lines of, "he gets enough booty as it is". i wanna know who the fuck her source is, cuz she's so far from the truth, it hurts...
somebody find me.
Cincinnati sucks ass. There is no one to meet. I've lived here my whole life, I should know
Glad you quit smoking.