I have been through hell week the passed week. Not that any horrific thing has happened in my life or anything like that, just many little things that pretty much only matter to me building up to an insane height. Unfortunately I think one of my main problems is me. I seem to just not care about anything enough. I am such a laid back, care free, non-judgmental, easy going, take it as it comes type of person but almost to a fault. Then last night my roommate (and best friend since we were in kindergarten) got drunk at a bar and brought two idiots into our place to set us up with "free internet and cable" but I think theyre bullshit. So im still dealing with that crap.
Then there is school. If universities care so much about education why the fuck do they make it so hard to start getting it? ive been attending this school for a year now and they decided to just not accept my paperwork this semester so I have to get my transcripts from my old schools again. like wtf. I wont go into detail about everything else going on. like I said it is mostly just personal life stuff that really only affects me.
But, in the end, it doesn't even matter (LP ftw). There are two quotes that have been in my head and helped me throughout my life.
"Nothing happens to one man that he is not fitted by nature to bear."
"I am therefore I do. I do therefore I become."
I really like the latter quote. It reminds me to be alive and to remember that every time I am confronted with a choice in life that it is MY choice. If I filter every situation through myself and say to myself that "I am this way so I should do this" then that is what I become and therefore I am never an individual, I am just that.
Here is a pic of SUPER NERD. haha =)
