So apparently that guy from the club has my number?
I sure as hell know I didnt give him my number.
So I am not sure how he has it, and I might have to go and change it.
I dont even know what to say right now
I feel fucking violated for some reason
Even though I have the ability to change
There is part of me that remains the same
I feel like we've been here before
But I still have no idea whats in store
For us here on this rock filled planet
There is something burried here I can feel it
Thursday was fun, Bre came and got me and we headed up to Fry's Marketplace so I could pick up my check so I could deposited and finally get out of the negative end of the spectrum. I am going to really try to keep my money in there and start saving so I can for one get a car and then maybe go... Read More
Oh, for sure, but it's soooooooo worth it to find yourself and learn and grow. Living in shame and hiding is not living at all. We can never find our true place unless we search for it, even if the searching is within ourselves. You have a great strength in you! Not everyone is brave enough to bring their true self forward. Just remember you DO have support and ppl who care... even if it is just some silly girl in Denver, CO.
*hugs*
I know... well, I mean, I really can't KNOW, but I know exactly what it feels like to be one of a kind. It's a tough road, but I really do believe that it's tougher to have ppl love you for who you're not, because then you never truly are accepted.
You're right about most trans girls looking like they've over done it... but there are some out there who carry themselves well. AND there are girls out there who are accepting. Yes, finding anyone who can truly accept you (you meaning anyone) for who you are is hard. I haven't quite found that myself. Such is life and relationships. But don't give up hope, because you KNOW someone IS out there. It's just a matter of patience before you find each other. You're never stuck unless you give up hope. And I can tell you that the look/being you are going for IS attractive.
Take it day by day. You'll destroy yourself with worry if you try to tackle it all at once. Figure out the bits and pieces, and the whole picture will come together much easier.
Much easier said than done, I know. And I know I can't help you too much, but I am here as a friend to accept you and care anyways. You can rant to me all you want kiddo, I'm just glad you feel you can
I tend to let my insecurities get the best of me...
I am looking forward for the rest of the week, tomorrow I have a short shift at work with my best friend Marc so the time will go by fast, which is good cause I have to walk there. Thursday I have my Transgender group to attend (which I have no idea what I... Read More
So an attempt to get dork points I decided that I am going to start a Time Lord Rock band. For those who dont know what a "time lord" is its from the show Doctor Who. Apparently on Youtube there is some kids that are out there wanting to basically do what others have done with Harry Potter and Wizard Rock. I have no idea... Read More
So there is this girl who comes in to the grocery store like everyother day at lest and she is very cute in sort of a dorky way, which is something that I think is adorable beyond belief, but she never has come over to the coffee shop, untill like last week, and it as cute cause she just... Read More