Sunday Sep 14, 2008

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You continually treat me like crap and I just lay back and take it
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corinthia:
I used to do that myself. And then I realized that if I acted like a doormat, people would continue to treat me like one. So I made it known to the people that cared about me... that I am not a stress ball. And that I didn't appreciate it. And you don't have to start a fight to let it be known that it's not okay.
beau:
awww there is another comment there! Dont be so down hun! I know your to awesome to be that way. <3

Friday Sep 12, 2008

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Ever have so much you wanted to say, but for some reason couldnt find the right words? this is one of those days lol. So much on my mind right now, but at the same time it's all stuff thats been going on, just new names and I am not any more wise than the last time. I just sort of want some one to...
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enni:
I know exactly what you mean

Saturday Sep 06, 2008

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Where to start the updates.

So I am so confused with whats going on with the band. I think its been like a couple of months now since I have talked to Charlie. The last thing I got from him was the music for the song "Goodbye Mannequin" which was really kind of amazing to hear some of the keyboard stuff I did make its...
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megglatron:
Many Hugs, Kisses, and lots of support smile
twelve:
If I had a genie I would wish to be a girl.

Friday Aug 29, 2008

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There is going to be a more serious blog comming.
It's going to be very honest and up front with some of the things I hide.

But in the mean time I am going to leave this video up
Cause no matter how shy and nervous I get this cheers me up

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tie:
that's always hard.
but i promise you when you finally figured yourself out it will be obviously who your real friends are
kiss
brightredscream:
I look forward to that blog..

That video makes me laugh SO hard every time I see it!

Monday Aug 25, 2008

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So I think an update in in order.

There has been a reason I have not been so active lately on here. I have been off on YouTube, trying to figure out a part of who I am. I know it sounds vauge but those who talk to me a lot sort of know what I'm dealing with...you know what I will just put it...
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brightredscream:
Do you watch any of the gender queer stars on YouTube? They're fabulous people, and they might be able to offer you some guidance in finding yourself? Maybe?

Damn, I lost my one tunnel right after getting my ears done at a 6g, I'd be sooo pissed if I couldn't get anything back in them!
brightredscream:
They do seem like a supportive bunch - I'm glad that you're finding a good network to help you through this ♥

That really sucks about your ears frown

Friday Aug 15, 2008

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Tesla_ and I arent eating meat for a whole week
It's be really really hard cause I am pretty sure I am a meat a tarian

I wanted to see if I had enough will power to stick to something
Show my self that I can make it though this despite temptation.
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sweetnepenthe:
why you no blog in so long?

makes me sad frown

<3
remington:
hello stranger
how ya been?

smile

Wednesday Aug 13, 2008

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Take a look at my girlfriend
Shes the only one I got
Not much of a girlfriend
Never seem to get a lot

Take a jumbo across the water
Like to see america
See the girls in california
Im hoping its going to come true
But theres not a lot I can do

Could we have kippers for breakfast
Mummy dear, mummy dear
They got...
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tie:
<3
yowlinyeti:
oh psh. im no role model. but thanks for thinking so. kisses! i cant wait for you to get my postcard.

Friday Aug 08, 2008

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While I was at work yesterday
Steven Curtis Chapman was on Larry King
Disussing the tragedy that struck their family
It just really sort of got to me a bit, it stuck with me through the night

Its just weird to me cause I just recently got his newest album
Which has one of the saddest songs I think I have ever heard

I wanted...
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