Since I am not sure when my laptop will be working I might as well do a better update.
So for the last couple of days I have been spending time with a wonderful girl named Suzanne, which has been really interesting how much we have in common, like even all these weird little things. So we've been hitting it off really well. So I decided that if we were going to continue to progress to a relationship status, then she kind of should know about the whole "gender identity" thing, which was followed surprisingly by support and an offer of like help. So that's been really cool to be like upfront with it and have it not hinder something I can see working out really well. So we will see how that progresses, cause I am going to probably start looking into hormones as a way to blur the lines a bit and get me some curves.
I have been getting more and more open about it and the results of that seem to be amazing. I am happier, people see more willing to be around me, its not all what I assumed would happen when I started this whole process. I am really still in shock how well things have been going.
So I am still trying to build up a wardrobe so I can start possibly moving more into a full time kind of thing, which is really odd for me to say since I wear girls 24/7 any way, but I think the term is more reserved for wearing like more girlish clothes. Which dose not really make since to me cause not all girls are girlie and I know for one I am like a rocker chic, riot grrl, rockabilly kind of person. So i don't know how that will all work. Since I think in order to get on hormones you have to have the whole living as a girl under your belt. I am such a weird like example cause I tend to blur the lines a bit more.
But I really want to get into being like the first trans pin up model, maybe try out for the group here in Tuscon. I think it be really good for me to be involved in since I love that kind of fashion, and everything.
So I think I will leave everyone with this video of me after I got my hair done last night, lol which I wore my wig to the salon and my stylist didn't realize it was me at first and kept telling me how passable I am and that I could really look amazing as a girl.
So for the last couple of days I have been spending time with a wonderful girl named Suzanne, which has been really interesting how much we have in common, like even all these weird little things. So we've been hitting it off really well. So I decided that if we were going to continue to progress to a relationship status, then she kind of should know about the whole "gender identity" thing, which was followed surprisingly by support and an offer of like help. So that's been really cool to be like upfront with it and have it not hinder something I can see working out really well. So we will see how that progresses, cause I am going to probably start looking into hormones as a way to blur the lines a bit and get me some curves.
I have been getting more and more open about it and the results of that seem to be amazing. I am happier, people see more willing to be around me, its not all what I assumed would happen when I started this whole process. I am really still in shock how well things have been going.
So I am still trying to build up a wardrobe so I can start possibly moving more into a full time kind of thing, which is really odd for me to say since I wear girls 24/7 any way, but I think the term is more reserved for wearing like more girlish clothes. Which dose not really make since to me cause not all girls are girlie and I know for one I am like a rocker chic, riot grrl, rockabilly kind of person. So i don't know how that will all work. Since I think in order to get on hormones you have to have the whole living as a girl under your belt. I am such a weird like example cause I tend to blur the lines a bit more.
But I really want to get into being like the first trans pin up model, maybe try out for the group here in Tuscon. I think it be really good for me to be involved in since I love that kind of fashion, and everything.
So I think I will leave everyone with this video of me after I got my hair done last night, lol which I wore my wig to the salon and my stylist didn't realize it was me at first and kept telling me how passable I am and that I could really look amazing as a girl.
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primrose:
glad things seem to be going well for you.
rascuache_:
you're so gorgeous!