It confuses me...

How people within the Transgender (using it as a blanket term) community can be so catty with on and other. I have come to notice how other "tgirls" (once again using just a blanket term) treat one and other so like bad. We are all trying to just be ourselves and trying to figure how to do this the best we can, and yet people from our own community is attacking us. I just find that so fascinating that, that most of the drama I encounter are from other "tgirls" - who are basically nit picking how various other girls go about their transition.

I mean I am at the point where, I am like I dont care what people are saying (to an extent) and have very much adopted that punk rock style, I am going to do this and if you want to be there for me awesome if not thats ok too. I just feel bad for the other "tgirls" who dont yet have that mentality cause its like hard to go from being an outcast among society and then being outcasted in a sense by your own community.

I just find it facinating that I seem to have more problems within the community than with everyday people.

So more confusing things. Well I guess really they arent and its sort of good, but its coming with some odd reactions from myself. So I think slowly my mom is embracing this whole thing or so it seems. Apparently she almost picked me up a ton of stuff at Khols today, but put it all back cause she wasnt sure what I would want.

I think this is going to slowly head to the hormones conversation, which I think we actually be taken well, at lest by my mom. though it comes with a lot of issues cause I want to start with them and get well more curves, but part of me is sort of happy still living some times a male and that throws me all for a loop. I have always been the type who is scared to burn bridges (even if need be) without a way back or an out....

So I have a lot on my mind and I could use positive feedback