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Every night for the past few nights, I have had some of the weirdest dreams, all usually having to do with my past issues or my current issues. Especially last night where I actually outted myself to the family and how I didnt even want to awkloladge that I did that.


I am so scared.... that the time is coming and I will not be ready, but I will have to do it out of necessity..

So many of my friends know whats going on and one of these days things are just going to slip or I am not going to be able to keep something hidden

I love that so many people know cause they have all been encouraging and helpful and its like more people actually stand by me now, that I am open about myself.


I think myself in circles and never act on the impulse, I tend to play my own devil's advocate. I tend to see both sides of the situation, I know what I want but can also come up with reason not to do it.