What We Dream When We're Awake (Cute Adorable Rant)
All I hear from everyone is that I have so much potential, heck I was told today that some one thought I was a GG or an F2M. I just dont see it at all though. I always get so jealous of both the TS girls at the club or like even the amazing drag queens. I am like wow, heck it seems like even gay boys who dont even want to be girls, look more like girls and I am just like its not effin fair. Here I am stumbling in heels wishing I had a booty.
I have yet to shave my legs and not have razor burn and I been trying for like years now. All the clothes I have are like hand me downs so they either dont fit or dont like go with my style.
I wish I had a car then maybe I could be more active in the community and have more of a social life, (which I am insanely shy). I know I should just be more confident and project myself the best I can but, I am still insanely self concious all the time. I wish I could be more of an activist and fight cause and help out.
Awe I want to fall in love, I am 23 and still have my v-card, maybe cause I have gender identity issues, or maybe its cause I am too shy to go up and talk to the girl with the curves. I just want to not be going on 4 years single now. I want to hold hands and cuddle up to dorky movies and just have fun. I want that person to understand and accept my wanting to be female some times.
I feel like I need to be rescued and taken under the wing of some one that can help me see what I wish i could see.
I want to be able to have really pretty female pictures for everyone to see, I want this to finally be.
All I hear from everyone is that I have so much potential, heck I was told today that some one thought I was a GG or an F2M. I just dont see it at all though. I always get so jealous of both the TS girls at the club or like even the amazing drag queens. I am like wow, heck it seems like even gay boys who dont even want to be girls, look more like girls and I am just like its not effin fair. Here I am stumbling in heels wishing I had a booty.
I have yet to shave my legs and not have razor burn and I been trying for like years now. All the clothes I have are like hand me downs so they either dont fit or dont like go with my style.
I wish I had a car then maybe I could be more active in the community and have more of a social life, (which I am insanely shy). I know I should just be more confident and project myself the best I can but, I am still insanely self concious all the time. I wish I could be more of an activist and fight cause and help out.
Awe I want to fall in love, I am 23 and still have my v-card, maybe cause I have gender identity issues, or maybe its cause I am too shy to go up and talk to the girl with the curves. I just want to not be going on 4 years single now. I want to hold hands and cuddle up to dorky movies and just have fun. I want that person to understand and accept my wanting to be female some times.
I feel like I need to be rescued and taken under the wing of some one that can help me see what I wish i could see.
I want to be able to have really pretty female pictures for everyone to see, I want this to finally be.