So my mom is making me and my dad watch "Alvin & The Chipmunks"

There is a lot on my mind tonight and I dont know if this is the place to rant about it or not. I sort of feel like I am annoying you all with all the blogs. I just hate the fact that I have to work all the time, I have to be at work at 12 tomorrow till close again, at lest my manager will be there till 7pm. Its just such a long shift for me, I need short shifts so I can come home at write.

I am trying to be good tonight but I stressed with this whole album, his band main band "The Uncontrollable Few" is having their album release tonight. Which makes me sort of envious since I feel like I am pulling teeth to get this album done, I mean I am happy for him and stuff and I love his other band, its just that "A Candlelight Vigil" is my main project and its tough when he isnt online to send me feedback on wha I am doing. I mean for some reason I was able to prove myself lyrically to him that he agreed to do this project with me. I just want to write something that Matt will be like wow he does have some talent.

I have a crush on some one, but we just started talking so its kind of wierd and awkward but in a really cute and innocent way. I am trying not to over think things cause when that happens I tend to screw everything up then to top it off I always had bad luck with long distance relationships, its way to early to think anything would happen but I over think things cause I am lame.

This car thing is really bugging me, when I tell you all that I have no friends, and that I dont have any kind of social life I mean it. I go to work come home and drink in the park and then go to bed. I had those friends who used me for my rides and made me come to them if I want to hang out. So now that I dont have a car no one wants to give me the time of day. Dont get me wrong though I am glad that i weeded out all the fake friends its just now I dont have anyone who wants to hang out, or they do but they live on the other side of town or are in the same situation as I am

This blog isnt meant to be down, I am just sort of frustrated about whats sort of happened.