Sorry for so many blogs....
I just been like all over the place with my thoughts and it always helps to have a place to just let it out. It's nice to find people who totally know what your going through. I dont mean for everything to sound so sad they are much more like hopeful.if anything. It's just I am at that point where I am trying to figure out what to do with the rest of my life.
I have been reading this short story "Memory" which a friend of mine wrote, who for like 5 years or so of my life we were unsepreatable. All my bands for the longest time consist of him as the main driving force.and I would take the photos for the album covers and we'd play Open Mics, and be out there making all our silly ideas come true. We had a huge following out which he has never really gave me one reason why, other than it was coming for a while. I mean I took it hard but I delt with it and its not been like a year or so since any of had made contact. Then all the sudden the other day his girlfriend (whom me and her never quite got along too well) sends me a message asking if my familys moved. I guess they tried to send an announcement that Matt had graduated and it just through me for this huge loop.
On top of that you got this story, about a character I got to name Naoh (which is the name I would give my son some day, as well as a main character of mine in a concept album) and like there is so much in here thats from my past, like it mentions our inside joke about how we are huge Spinal Tap fans, so I got my yearbook one year engraved "Nathan St Hubbins", this character in the book, though based on me, feels like I have become it any more, the drunk college drop out, looking for love in all the wrong places, saying man I could write a novel, I can be on stage doing that, but never following through.
Let alone I am ready to settle down with some one and have a relationship that lasts more than a one night cuddle session.
I have to go to work son but I am going to try being on AIM: wexsingxsin or here on this page hoping that I get comments to reply too.
I need too find a sillly music video now.
I just been like all over the place with my thoughts and it always helps to have a place to just let it out. It's nice to find people who totally know what your going through. I dont mean for everything to sound so sad they are much more like hopeful.if anything. It's just I am at that point where I am trying to figure out what to do with the rest of my life.
I have been reading this short story "Memory" which a friend of mine wrote, who for like 5 years or so of my life we were unsepreatable. All my bands for the longest time consist of him as the main driving force.and I would take the photos for the album covers and we'd play Open Mics, and be out there making all our silly ideas come true. We had a huge following out which he has never really gave me one reason why, other than it was coming for a while. I mean I took it hard but I delt with it and its not been like a year or so since any of had made contact. Then all the sudden the other day his girlfriend (whom me and her never quite got along too well) sends me a message asking if my familys moved. I guess they tried to send an announcement that Matt had graduated and it just through me for this huge loop.
On top of that you got this story, about a character I got to name Naoh (which is the name I would give my son some day, as well as a main character of mine in a concept album) and like there is so much in here thats from my past, like it mentions our inside joke about how we are huge Spinal Tap fans, so I got my yearbook one year engraved "Nathan St Hubbins", this character in the book, though based on me, feels like I have become it any more, the drunk college drop out, looking for love in all the wrong places, saying man I could write a novel, I can be on stage doing that, but never following through.
Let alone I am ready to settle down with some one and have a relationship that lasts more than a one night cuddle session.
I have to go to work son but I am going to try being on AIM: wexsingxsin or here on this page hoping that I get comments to reply too.
I need too find a sillly music video now.
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It's great letting it out and you know what....it's your blog and you can do the hell you want with it. yay sg