So last night was fun...
Hopefully I did not embarass myself too much and will be invited back to more get togethers. I decided to order some different kind of rolls, which turned out being not good, even though it was covered in fantastic sauce. I felt to awkward to bring my camera, and I am pretty sure I talked only in facial expressions. Though everyone else had theirs with them. Then we went to this club like place that made the best bloody mary I have drinken in my life.
Some more random prose
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"Hey James, how's it going"
"Just give my a second I need to save" he says with his eyes still stuck on the monitor.
I take a seat on the floor next to the bed. I glance down at my phone and pass time by scrolling through my ringtones hoping that he will pick up my sublte signs of boredem. In a sporadic moment of impatience I go to jab him, and then out of the corner of my eye I see what looks like, Benjhamin Franklen, a over weight rocker, and a purple tenticle, at this point I am too far intrigued by what I am seeing that I forget about trying to get his attention, I am lost in the glow of the screen. My intrest in the game is short lived, James has found his save point and have turned the power off on the computer.
"Sorry about that Michael, you know how those things can suck you in"
"How are things with Katie?" I ask really hoping things were looking up for those two,
James really dose care about her a lot, but she seems to be pulling him along like some devouted puppy. It's hard seeing the good guy get the shit kicked out of him. I try my best to play it safe in advice giving. I mean who am I to give anyone advice when I cant seem to help myself in life. I am still letting Rachel plan our marrige after a week cause I dont have the guts to tell her that it makes me a bit uncomfortable when she starts talking about wedding rings, she was always a bit off, but who am I to complain here a girl who is willing to spend time with me in a romantic nature.I mean I shouldnt complain if it wasnt for her ocasional off the wall remark insisting she is smarter than everyone it would be perfect, thats when I knew that there must be something going on cause no one is ever that nice and sweet.
James and I should disconenct ourselves form the ones that are trying to trian any decences we still have in a world that has become calice and devoid of any form of remorse, where it rewards every asshole with a big pay cheek. and friends who appluad them the more they abuse the women in the world, where the more girls you sleep with and the more you mix love with lust, the higher you climb on the social later, I mean i guess that makes sine in some way I mean its only your futuree and as far as I can see it, there is no emotion and comitment to be seen.
My phone rings and plays Nelly & Tim Mcgraws hit song and I see James glare at me for a moment like he is slightly annoyed that I havent changed it yet. Still slightly laughing I answer the phone, it's Rachel wanting to know what I am doing and why I am not hanging out with her.
"I do have other friends you know, I hardly get to see them as it is" sort of taken back at the fact that she just hung up on me cause she has to share me with the world
"Who dose she think she is" I say a little worked up over her lack of maturity in the situation.
I am almost certain the only reason she wanted to know was that she could go sleep with the guy she is cheating on me with. The other day I called her and when she answered she was out of breathe and I could swear I heard some one in the backgorund, saying dirty things to her. Yet here I am just happy to have some one hold my hand and kiss me I really want to go and just blow some money on usueless items of leisure.
bwuahahahaha..