So here is a quick entry...
Work was crazy today cause it was such a long shift. It went by fairly fast, and Stephanie was working back in bakery so I at lest had some one to talk to when I got bored. I tried to do a cross-word puzzle which made me hate words even more. Those things are seriously impossible, lol Stephanie came up around the time I was closing and we just hung out for a while, then one of the front-end managers told me to tuck in my shirt, even though i had it untucked all day, plus she didnt tell Stephanie to tuck in hers. I am just like what the heck lol. I think it was because we were both standing around not doing anything. This front-end manager is hit or miss sometimes. She can be really cool or she can make you do something ridiculus to kill time.
After work I bought the Bee Movie, but forgot that I still needed to finish Monsters Inc.
I am ready to settle down now too, which is kind of silly cause I am only 23. I dont know I just always wanted to be the stay at home dad, who writes books and novels in the den, but takes his children to school and picks them up everyday when they get out. I am scared though I am not going to find that for a while. I just dont have any self confidence to attract some one like that and if I am lucky enough to find some one who is a little more outgoing than myself, I am a tad old fashioned in sort of a fast pace modern world. It's just the other night my ex (who used to claim she wanted to marry me) but then cheated on me with the drummer of one of the bands I was in, randomly was at the grocery store, she didnt see me thank god (shes one of those girls who likes to tell you how much better her life is now that she is married to the guy she cheated on me with). Everyone else I know is getting married or in a long term relationship and I am just wondering when its my time to at lest try something like that.
I am hopeful and optimistic about it.
I always wanted to have this be me and some one's special songs
Work was crazy today cause it was such a long shift. It went by fairly fast, and Stephanie was working back in bakery so I at lest had some one to talk to when I got bored. I tried to do a cross-word puzzle which made me hate words even more. Those things are seriously impossible, lol Stephanie came up around the time I was closing and we just hung out for a while, then one of the front-end managers told me to tuck in my shirt, even though i had it untucked all day, plus she didnt tell Stephanie to tuck in hers. I am just like what the heck lol. I think it was because we were both standing around not doing anything. This front-end manager is hit or miss sometimes. She can be really cool or she can make you do something ridiculus to kill time.
After work I bought the Bee Movie, but forgot that I still needed to finish Monsters Inc.
I am ready to settle down now too, which is kind of silly cause I am only 23. I dont know I just always wanted to be the stay at home dad, who writes books and novels in the den, but takes his children to school and picks them up everyday when they get out. I am scared though I am not going to find that for a while. I just dont have any self confidence to attract some one like that and if I am lucky enough to find some one who is a little more outgoing than myself, I am a tad old fashioned in sort of a fast pace modern world. It's just the other night my ex (who used to claim she wanted to marry me) but then cheated on me with the drummer of one of the bands I was in, randomly was at the grocery store, she didnt see me thank god (shes one of those girls who likes to tell you how much better her life is now that she is married to the guy she cheated on me with). Everyone else I know is getting married or in a long term relationship and I am just wondering when its my time to at lest try something like that.
I am hopeful and optimistic about it.
I always wanted to have this be me and some one's special songs
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just keep your eyes open......you never know where love will be, or potential love.
i found my soon to be husband, and father of my baby bump right here on sg.....not exactly the place i expected to find love.....but i did.
if you ever have a hunch about someone.....like if they intrigue you in anyway.....take a risk, you never know where it could end up.