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i hear ya my bestie. i hear ya.

Oh, for sure, but it's soooooooo worth it to find yourself and learn and grow. Living in shame and hiding is not living at all. We can never find our true place unless we search for it, even if the searching is within ourselves. You have a great strength in you! Not everyone is brave enough to bring their true self forward. Just remember you DO have support and ppl who care... even if it is just some silly girl in Denver, CO.
*hugs*

I know... well, I mean, I really can't KNOW, but I know exactly what it feels like to be one of a kind. It's a tough road, but I really do believe that it's tougher to have ppl love you for who you're not, because then you never truly are accepted.
You're right about most trans girls looking like they've over done it... but there are some out there who carry themselves well. AND there are girls out there who are accepting. Yes, finding anyone who can truly accept you (you meaning anyone) for who you are is hard. I haven't quite found that myself. Such is life and relationships. But don't give up hope, because you KNOW someone IS out there. It's just a matter of patience before you find each other. You're never stuck unless you give up hope. And I can tell you that the look/being you are going for IS attractive.
Take it day by day. You'll destroy yourself with worry if you try to tackle it all at once. Figure out the bits and pieces, and the whole picture will come together much easier.
Much easier said than done, I know. And I know I can't help you too much, but I am here as a friend to accept you and care anyways. You can rant to me all you want kiddo, I'm just glad you feel you can

Of course you have a shot! Are you kidding? You're not like other people and you ooze attractiveness! How could she not be intrigued?

Strike up a conversation by asking her opinion on something you might buy?

oh wow, that brings me back... I was hardcore into the underground x-ian music scene when I was a teenager. I've seen Zao and Stavesacre live. Even though I'm not an x-ian anymore, I still dig the music I was into back then. Good stuff.

OMG, I KNOW! I get so excited when I meet ppl who know who all the bands I used to listen to are. Most ppl just look at me like I'm retarded when I bring them up.

yay for us!

Dude, I fucking love of Montreal.

Yeah the first track is still a little awkward. . . The first song has like 5 key changes or something, which is kind of cool but a little ridiculous.

I can't get into the goddamn motown ballads in the middle of it though. Actually I don't think they're motown at all, but the remind me of something that I can't place so that's what I'm going to run with.

So, so true.

(hug)
I feel you, friend. Ta det lugnt.

I have that sort of thing with smells. I really hate it and wish I could stop it.

I also don't really like Christmas because it mostly just feels lonely.

hi hi

um hi...

my names is nichelle.

and....
well,....